Friday, 26 December 2014

Tum bhare ho dason disha!


Tum bhare ho dason disha!


Har jagah pe Tum ho...
Ye kyun lagta hai
Hilte hue patte,
Udte hue panchhi,
Chhaon Dhup...
DhupChhaon ka Milan..
Apna chhaya..
Har jagah pe Tumhare hone ka abhas ...
Aur ankh kab bhar aya pata nahi chalta hai..
Jab samne ka drishya bojhil hone lage-
Pata chalta hai-
Han mere ankhon me v Tum bhar aye ho, Sainru!

Friday, 19 December 2014

Garden of Amaravati

In the garden of fragrant flowers
When I was drinking the pot of somaras
i lifted my cup and asked the moon
to drink with me, its reflection -
and mine in the cup of somaras
Did some miracle!
And I saw You...
As You appear!
I saw You...
As You appear out of the cloud
or out of nowhere !
I sat back and sang to you
The thousand lyrics
That i have kept- locked inside me
For eons of ages...
And danced offering you
The moon, the somras ...
As my shadow mingled with Yours
And I with You
The garden became Amarvati!

Saturday, 13 December 2014

Made of You



Each part of my heart, my spirit
Is made of You!
It listens to You, vibrates You,
Talks of You, tunes into You,
Hums You, intones You,
Whirls with You, whirls around You
Only sees You n becomes blind for the world.
Each part of me calls out to You
Sways with Your silhouette
Like a mirror it reflects You
Every bit of You with bright clarity
And shakes with every nod of Your head
As if hit by a storm, sings to You...
Melts and drips in brain fluids when You echo
And flows bit by bit in the tear stream
Only to be solidified as a glacier named You!
Yes, I am made of You!

Mandra Mallhar

*Mandra Mallhar*


Kyun sare naad
Sare sangeet mujhe Tum tak lie jate hein...
Ye jhumta hua gungunata hua
Rimjhim sa rasta keisa hai
Jahan har pahad gata hai
Har ped hmmm karta hai
Jharne kal kallol karte hein
Pathar kankar dhul mitti-
Sab gate hein...
Ye kaisa rasta hai
Jiske us aur Tu khada hai,
Aur is aur mai
Tu dikhta hai
Mai kahin nahi dikhti hun-
hun ki nahi pata nahi chalta h
Jab Tu dhire se haske seer hilata hai..
Aur bich ka ye rasta
ye sur sangeet ki mandra mallhar bol padte hein...!

*::::::Thuka Ji Namashkari::::*

   
*::::::Thuka Ji Namashkari::::*


Thuka Ji bole to wo chehra h jo hasta hua patla sa muhn, jhuke jhuke baal,
phone pakad ke kahe -aja, ajao!
Aur sath me khade mai dohraun-aja, ajao!
Wo chehra jisko dekh ke na has sakte ho na ro sakte ho
na dol sakte ho na hill sakte ho...
Bas, ankh khole us chehra ko dekh sakte ho..
Us chehre ki Chandni me bhig sakte ho..
Jeise Jagannath ki ek ankh dikh jae,
Itne logon ki bhid me
Na Jay Jagannath kaha jae
Na hath joda jae
Na pranam koi kar pae...
Bas, dekhe jae...

Monday, 24 November 2014

_Abhijog Patra_









Tumhe kuchh gahra kuchh jeevan sparshi kuchh hriday ki kahun to mere majak udate ho, nafrat ki nigahon se dekhte ho...


Chulbuli si hun, halka phulka lagti hun
par halka phulka hun nahi...
Kya karun-
Halki phulki batein karni ati nahi..
Sayad wohi Tumhe pasand hai
Par lagta to nahi..


Kash ke dekhte mere muhn ko
Tumhare lalima se range hue...
Mere do ankhon me chhabi Tumhare -pratibimbit hote hue...


Chahte ho-ye sab me na kahun...
Sun to lo-fir kavi koi kahe na kahe..
is jeevan me kavi sunne ko mile na mile...



_Abhijog Patra_







•:*:• Aatmiyataa•:*:•

(((()))
Jis hisab se Tum khade rahte ho
Ek samandar ko samae sine me
Akash ki nilim vyapti ko bharke ankhon me
Thirakte Pavan ki siharit sambedan ko sajae sanso me
Prakritik lagte ho; Anant Jeevan ki pratichhabi lagte ho!


Niharika aur Chhaya-path ki bhavar jeise
purana lagte ho
Srishti ki rahasyon ki bahu-shrinkhalaa me se
Koi jana-suna sa pariseema lagte ho!
Jaanti hun...han, mai jaanti hun Tumhe
Jane kabse, par achhi tarha se-
Ye bhav jagate ho...
Chhati me mere ankush dale apne se jodte ho.


Wo huliya, wo chand-ubhra-sundar kamaniya lalaat,
Wo chikmik janta sunta ankein
Wo muhn- uski rekhankit paridhi
Jeise chhapi hui hai mere bhitari kisi hissa me...
Ajnabion ki bheed me mere ek hi ristedaar lagte ho!


Ye rom rom kyun kampe
Ye chhati uthe pade-bhar jae-phule lahar lahar hoye...
Jhar jhar jhare -rukena ye ankhein
Jab Tumhe ye hruday Aatmiya kahe
Atma se jude.


•:*:• Aatmiyataa•:*:•

Sunday, 23 November 2014

🌷 Snehaarchan🌷

🌷 Snehaarchan🌷


Ishwar ki pratima ko subah subah pujari-sevak sarv pratham pada-padm me sparsh karta hai prem se...
Agar bhav-bivor ho jae to...
Eise hi dhare rahta hai kuchhi kshyan...
Na gyan, na Chaitanya, na samay ki jaanch...
Kuchhi der eise hi pada rahta hai...
Bhagwan aur Bhakt bandhe pade rahte hein
Ek Sutra me...
Na Prabhu bolte hein
Na sevak bolta hai...
Than than ghantiyan bolte hein
Aur dono ko bandhe ek sutra bolta hai..

Fir jab Chetan laut ae
Sevak Ishwar pratima ko jalaavishek karata hai
Pad-padmo ko sajata hai
Chandan se, Phul se aur hriday-madhu se
Aur kahta hai-
Kuchh na de saka Prabhu Apko...
Kuchh na de saka...
Kuchh nahi hai mera-sab tera hai
Mai khud ka v nahi
Ye sneh bund Tere naam kiya
Pata nahi ye tera hai ya mera hai...


Bas dena kuchh tha Tumhe
Islie diya hai-
Ye kah kar apratibh hoke has deta hai...
Ishwar Pratima ki ankho ko dekhte hue
Khada hi rah jata hai...
Ishwar Pratima ke andar se muskurate hain...
Puja Archana wese hi wohin pe rah jata hai
Jane agae keise badhe....
🌸
When I look into your eyes,
I see myself with a different perspective
With an altogether different face- peering at me.


When I look into your eyes,
I see a world that was there for me
In the imagination only
Slowly opening up its doors for me in real.


When I look into your eyes,
I see the other side of me
And that completes the circle of life!

Thursday, 30 October 2014

None for No One

If i die
No one is there
Who will miss me
Not a single stone will be upturned
Not a single drop of water will be disturbed
Not a single leaf will stir..

If i die
Nothing will happen
Not a single set of feet will stop for a moment
Not a single bird will sigh
Not a name will be mentioned..

If i die
No Sun will feel a void
No Moon will sing a song upon my dead body
Not a single ripple will rise in the waves of cosmos
There is none for a nobody.

If i die
A small girl may cry for sometimes
Then she will forget all about me by n by
Only she will feel the discomforts in her daily chore
She will bloom into a large lotus-fragrant n vibrant
And will shake n discard a dirt from her shinning petals
If i die
I will be no where labelled as nothing.


Tuesday, 28 October 2014

~Tu Akela kahan!


Kavi kavi lagta hai-
Jo mai kisi raat chal basun
To Tumhe likh kar kaun bhejega...
Kitna v paisa kusiko thamao
Koi eisa saqs nahi
Jo mara hua insaan ka kaam karega...
Tab kya hoga-
Jab mere batein Tumhare phone ko
knock nahi karenge
Tab to Tum akele ho jaoge...
Ab to mere batein...aur mera saya
Tumhe mashruf rakhte hein...
Sath dete hein hamesha...
Tab kya hoga -akele pad jaoge!
Tumhara dekh bhal kaun karega...
Pyar namaste kaun bhejega..
Jhagdega kaun Tumse..
Tumhare man ki baat padh kar
jaan kaun lega...
Yehi soch kar sina bhari hone chala
Aur bhar gai ankh bhi, Khajiooria!
Par... Ye dilasha v ai sath dath
Ki tab khud mere rooh Tere sath hoga...
Aur kisi na kisi baat se
Ye ehsash deti rahegi-
Tu Akela nahi Banke,
Roli Tere sath hai...
Barabar hai...

~Tu Akela kahan!

Monday, 27 October 2014

देवाबास (~Devábás)

Aj bhi woh ghar -
wese hi adha chhaon adha Alok se
dhaka hua ek anchhuan mandir ki tarha seeatal shanti bikiran kar raha hoga...
Ab v wo adha swarg adha martya ka
ek hissa jeisa apne mahaniyata me
prabhav shali lag raha hoga...
jahan mai ek suitcase-
suitcase ke andar mere hriday-madhu sajaye, mithai ki tokri hath me lie gai thi kavi...
Aj v wohin par eise hi unka chappal-
dhoya, sajaya hua rakha hoga...
Jeise koi kabhi pahna nahi ho-
saalo bit gaya ho-
us jute ko unki pair sparsh ka...
Woh megh-mahal sa ghar...
Aj v wo ghar wese hi khada hoga...
thanda, shant, sheetal,
adha chaaya, adha alok me dhaka hua-
kisi devta ki akanksha me...
aj v uski jharokhe me tamaal lata
lipati hogi...aur aj v kisi taila-chitra se
Nikla hua ek sketch ki tarha...
Kisi ki sanson ki gahri ahat ki tarha-
Wo ghar ka mahol saja hoga...
Aj v ....



~Devaabaas
(Dev Abaas)

Thursday, 23 October 2014

Take wings...

Bright Bliss
Take wings...
Fly up...up ...
With the sacred fire,
Tag a wish!

Start as a Fire-Fly
And slowly become a Fire-Flower
And then a Dazzling-Star!
Mount the radiance of my soul
And illuminate the darkness around...
Tag my heart...
Make it fly as a blue burning kite...

O Bright Bliss,
Take wings...

Saturday, 18 October 2014

Dusra Dil

Wo pyara sa phone
Jisme mere hriday ki sare batein
Jakar ke samaahit hote hein,
Uski darshan ke lie aj subah se hi
Na Jane man kyun byakul hai...
Jab Tumhare hatho k shree na badhata ho
Tab kis halaat me kahan par rahta ho...
Mere Man ka ghar
Mere Dusra Dil-
Tumhara Phone!

Thursday, 16 October 2014

Recalling



I still remember clearly the lonely waterfront...
And the strong wind caressing my hair,
Those deserted steel benches ...
Where i imagine you still sit sometimes,
With or without me...
And the thousands of returning bird,
Their eager cries ...
Upon reaching the destined trees...
And...
Your voice in my ear,
Echoes, re-echoes all the time...

Wednesday, 15 October 2014

The Map

Your Footprints …
along the bay of my heart 
create a LifeLine for me...
Holding which i start the non-ending journey... 

On my way i find
scented flower beds 
with angels playing sweet music, 
fairies dancing to their tune, 
with a bright brilliant sunlight
smiling somewhere in between...

But somewhere i stumble ...
deep dark pits with evil creatures lurking inside...
mouth agape, screaming...
if i fall, they will devour me ...
But i hold onto the Sacred Charm
that fell from ur eyes,
and the single candle of love
that we both have lighted with a fire, non-stop!

i cling to the LifeLine that you gifted me,
and i pass by the dangerous tunnels, pits and caverns...
Each time i emerge out of a deep dark creek,
there is light everywhere,
and earth smiles at me..
Holding the Sun in your hand you stand
there in the yonder and call out my name...
Again and again ...

A beautiful Map of Your Foot Prints spreads before me,
and i start the Treasure Hunt again...

Friday, 10 October 2014

The Wanderer of the Mirage & The God of The Miracles!

This world is an ancient caravan in a dry water-less, desert
One by one everybody starts the never-ending journey
They head towards the moon
From the very start of life they were thirsty for love
And they start towards the Eternal Life Fountain
The love-less caravan believes moon as Love
And eternal water that can quench
the never-ending thirst for divinity in their souls
The separation from God is beyond any tolerance.           

Nobody knows God also travels with them in some form
Either as the sand stretch or as the two humped camel
or a sand dune or even a stranger
near any oasis-offering fresh clean water
And sweet dates to subside the recurrent hunger…
A few soul recognize God and stop the journey then and there
And start howling in ecstasy and sob with extreme pain…
The re-union is also unbearable…
They never leave the oasis…

The itinerant never leave the oasis
and sit there in deep penance,
Because they can talk to God
and can embrace the Lighted-Figure
only in deeper contemplation.
Sometimes God plays with them
And the oasis shifts to some other place of the desert..
The soul stat the search for it again…
Wandering here and there…
No water no food…
Whole body burning in sun flame…
People call them faqir or faqiran - the mad one
As they laugh and squeal with pleasure sometimes
And the next moment burst out crying,
As they see their Beloved God in their mind’s eye
And they never leave…

They stay in the desert running after their dear mischievous God!
That they have found Love, Life and God,
They wander in the desert…
The dear God may be anywhere-
Inside the sand dune, in a lost camel, in the oasis,
in the kind words of a stranger
Or even in the chimera…
So they stay…never to leave
The moon journey has come to an end…

The moon is here upon the earth.

Thursday, 9 October 2014

Non-Entity

As the waves of pleasure hit me
My blossomed brain cells did not call out his name
Instead a violent sob recked my spine
With a vision of a slender chest
With thick black hair covering-
So full of life,
his body-now with earthly dimensions to it
Hang softly over me..
An unnamed God fused in soft bliss
Cultivating an unknown innocence in me.

In this soft velvety darkness
The arched neck has a message for me
And the coal dark eyes that stare unblinkingly
In that most endearing face
Made me cry unreasonably..
For the first time i did not call out his name.
And am busy feeling Him
As a man, as a living being,
As the only soul possession of mine,
As my most loved human upon earth.

I sobbed a little more
Realising how much more i am connected to him
And how very far away and disinterested he is in me.
I sobbed thinking
Loving him is what i want to do
And how it is not even a remote possibility.
I sobbed some more
Remembering how fondly i had hold him
With how much care feeling his soft being
How much i value that known creature
Who has become a non-entity .

Wednesday, 8 October 2014

A Beeping Toy!

Someone is constantly talking
Talking to to me or not
But every thought process of an organism
Is registered in me,
It's weird and paranormal.
From a faraway land
With an alien language
I can feel the voice touching me..


As I have started the activation code
The voice keeps on coming
It does not stop anymore
It speaks of someone
Not always of me.
But it keeps beeping...
My whole body had turned into a transmitter house
I can not sleep nor can I do any mind activity
It keeps me hooked and busy
Engaged to my very core...


I often wonder am I an one-sided transmitter
Or do I send signals too
Am I readable somewhere, in some faraway land
Or people out there take me as a mere beep.

A Familiar Name

When the first ray of the sun
touched the earth,
She was roaming inside some
dark dinghy streets of a nightmare,
Dazzled and dumb, acting out what part she was hypnotized to play...
Then the daylight knock at the door..
As the glass box broke she came out
With a heavy heart she stood completely motionless-not to know which way to go
Her eyes hurt, she feels drained out...


So much of glaring light...
Still she starts walking.
And by and by came to see a
Small box kept on the road
She opened the lead-
Found a small piece of paper-
Upon which a single word is written
The ink has faded now
The letters are illegible
But she could guess-
Yes, it's a name!
Someone's name and it felt familiar!


Then she thought
Am I awakened
Or I m dreaming again
Coming out of the mouth of the nightmare
have I entered the cave of a dream...
Nothing seems real anymore...
Has the night ended!
Is it morning again?

Saturday, 4 October 2014

Wallpaper


The whole world is a wallpaper
Wherever my eyes go,
They meet You!
You are everywhere,
Here in my room-
Up above the ceiling,
Down the wall- sliding, smiling
Like a little boy has come to say-
He has just won a trophy.


You are also there, beyond this room
Inside the green foliage,
Peeping, and then gone...
Now You fly holding the wings of the pigeons
Painting, recolouring the sky,
You are upon the clouds,
Sketing gently, here and there,
And then you want to come down,
Sealed safely inside dew drops,
Swinging slowly, you come down..
You come in thousand forms
To meet my stretching gazes...


You are even an insider,
I don't have to fling open my eyes to see you,
I can see You gliding down
the inner  sanctrum of my heart
In many forms with so many faces
You populate my screen.


So much so, there is no space for me,
I squeeze in somehow instantly to be surrounded by thousand Yous!
Flooding my senses, making my heart beats irregular
Stitching the light of my soul together
You make home in each fibre of my being...
You are an invader and it hurts....
Ah, I am chocked...
And each time I see You
I sharply intake my breath
But forget to breathe out...
A slow sweet  strong pain always reminds me
Jayant, You are my living wallpaper!

Tuesday, 30 September 2014

I become a flower

Droplets of Nectar, when You shower,
my soul follows yours with a vital pull...
I know the sound your hands make
As they brush with the wind,
and bit by bit i emerge from my heart
and float like a cloud
only to surround your divine essence;
Touching your ecstasy,
I become a flower!

Cant thank you properly for this sacred transformation,
Dearest Mukesh-Amritmay!

Friday, 26 September 2014

Paatheya-Sahe ek Pada Chinha!

Mathaa ra kumkuma tikaa,
Sajau sajau jebe mu aanamanaa hue,
Au Tuma chhabi dishe mana ainaa re,
Ankaa bankaa rastaa dei mu daudi jae-
Sate ki Tume eithi keunthi basi
Lekhuchha mo na bali upare...
Au sata-dala golapa ra pakhuda re sajei
Pacharuchha-emiti thik achhi na
Phula kari yaku pindhiba juda re...

Jete bi emiti golapa ra upahaara Tumara,
Sabu mu saiti rakhichhi,
Tale pakei deini, gota gota pakhuda,
brunta bi sajei rakhichii chhati bhitare..
Tuma haata lagaa bali muthae bi
Mantrita mukuta ra santaka manichhi...
Tuma chala path ra
sahe ek pada-chinha ku paatheya karichhi,
Hasichhi, kandichhi-
Nijaku Mukeshini kahichhi!

Haata mora laagi thau Tora haatare!

Sneha Ra Mukesh,
Tuma hata lekha,
Katha-kuha kichhi sabd
Au sabd sanjojanaa...
Bahut mana ku paila!

Barambaar padhili, padhi chalili,
Ei geeti kabita jungle bhitarare
Snehi Manisha ra ek jhalak pai kritarth heli...
Satare bahut bhala lekhichha!
Bhaba-pravanataa ra juara bhitare
Bhasi jau jau pabitra ek ghaata re jemiti laagili...
Jemiti Varanasi ghaata-
maha maha phula chandana re,
dipali re jhalamal,

Han, ei gaha gaha bhidare,
Muhn kebe disu Tora, kebe na dishu,
Baaki haata mora lagi thau Tora haata re,..
Au chali thau mela mauchhaba,
Jani jataraa barsha tamam,
Hey Jeevan-Janh!

Shradhha purn sallaj pranam,
Tuma padaarabinde!
((((((*.*)))))

Thik Hai

Baar baar mai v Tumhare se bahut kharab baat sunti hun. Tunhare sare attitude sahti hun. Fir v ye sneh hai, jo mai Tumse judi rahti hun. Ghamand kisko dikhate ho.  Tumhare baton se mai v keise suffer karti hun, Bhagwan janta hai.
Ab samajh me aya kislie Tum mujhe likhne ya call karne kaha tha. Taki Tum mujh par eise attitude dikha sako. Meine Tumhe koi gali nahi di. Bas puchha- kya sochke eise bheje the. I did not at all like ut. I told it frankly. Tum mere upar gussa dikha rahe the. To meine v kaha. Okay. Great.
Joel k sath so ja.
Tere sath time  spend karke galat kia,
Iski biwi uski biwi.
Do kinute deta hun..o
Ye sab to bas example hai. Kya kya nahi karte ho. Keise keise gali, gussa, nicha dikhate ho mujhe.
Fir v mai Tumhara call leti hun.
Aur gali bak rahe ho.
Chhi.
Galati to mujhse hoti h. Par mai ushe sneh ki naam deke, Bhagwan k upar chhod deti hun,
Kya baat hai.
Ab padh kar khus ho jana....
Tumhare ego ko balloning jo mil gaya. Aur mujhe galiyan .
Mera koi ego nahi. Ego to tumhara hai.
Thik hai.

Kitni Jindegi…

Kitni Jindegi…


Purana ek phone (Samsung) pakad ke
Jane kahan kahan mai ho ai hun
Tere chhabi, Tere batein
Aur bahut kuchh Ki bahav me
Kitni bhanwar ho Ai hun..

Kitni gili mitti..
Kitni badlon ki udaan bhar ai hun..
Tere ahsash k sath
Na Jane kitni jindegi ji ayi hun,
Kitni bekal kastiyan
Toofani lahron par chhod ai hun..

Man ki dori ko khinchte hue
Jane kahan ho ai hun,

Tere sath kitni jindegi ho ai hun..

Monday, 22 September 2014

Shadow of a Star/ Astral Transporter

A single star and me
It glimmers with one blue eye
And my coal black eyes sparkle
When i see the eye of the sky meets with mine
It twinkles and smiles, It twinkles and say hello
When i speak nothing,
I speak nothing
and tries to match with its astral light- the light of my eyes...
A bloomed rose and a half bloomed one
Stood in mute silence -
observe how Light becomes transporter
between the blue star and me. 
The freshly blossoming Juhi flower asked
The roses that stand nearby -
Look at our shadow that is reflected upon the wall
In the shadows we are one
Though you stand some feet away from me
The street lamp has helped us unite.
But have You ever seen the shadow of a star
Perhaps not and never you will be
There is no shadow and no union
Still there is a connection between
Starry eye of the sky and 
And the eye of the maiden that lie awaiting
For the astral transporter in her half lit balcony.
Then she shies quietly and repeats
There is no one but a single star and me.

Debahuti
22nd September
8pm
Hyderabad

Thursday, 18 September 2014

celebrating the morning!

A distinct sound drag me out of my room,
I can hear somewhere a squirrel is shrieking
Shouting with pleasure and glee
or is searching, calling and celebrating...
Flocks of storks nod their head
While passing the sky -
Flying...
Long long they will fly
Only to come back in the evening...

The squirrel is dancing upon the branch now,
Twirling it's tail, it again starts shrieking...
Pigeons fly around,
They don't have to go long distances...
Singing all the day, humming ...

The ancient sky glowing with blue azure -
Is watchful as it herds the clouds with new directions...
Seeing the floating stretching clouds
the leaves shake drunkenly, dreamily...
And the tiny blue butterfly says-
Hello, wake up, it's only morning!

A heady scent comes rushing from some where,
which flower, where from never i will know of this..
And also of the small sound of the unnamed bird
that echoes, re-echoes among the mysterious greenery!
I watch in awe as the whole tree sway-
This side to that side ... to and fro,
And Nature celebrates Morning!

Wednesday, 17 September 2014

Anaahoot

Ghar me andhera ho
aur bahar ki lamp post se
dhire se saam utar aye
sakhon ki chhaya ki punch pakadke
balcony me, lagta nahi saam hai,
Lagta hai,
Koi Anaahoot, Amoort ki chehra hai....
Pakad me aya hai chhaya-alok ki khela me,
Fir se...




17th September 2014
7.30pm

Saturday, 13 September 2014

Panaah

Pahad ki choti ho...
Dur se niche sahar dik mik karta ho,
Jeise mutthi var taara ...
Aur pahad ki diwar ko satke mai khadi hun,
Pash me mere ek pathar ki chattan par -Tum!
Adha lete... Niche ki dikmik roshani ko nihar rahe ho...
Aur fir mai Tumhe bulati hun, naam se nahi, eise kuchh awaj se jo Tumhe pata ho, mujhe pata ho, hamare bich ki ho...
Aur Tum ankh uthae mere taraf dekhte ho,
Has kar,
Tumhare ankhon me gagan ki kuchh taraon ko phaste hue mai dekh leti hun,
Puchhti hun, to kuchh na bolte ho!
Saam chadh ati hai pahadi par andhera ke hath pakad kar,
Hamdono ko dekh kar nirmok utaarti hai,
Raat me tabdil ho jati hai dhire se..
Tum ushe puchhte ho, dekho, kahin se tumhe tarein najar ate hain kya!
Saham kar Tumse Raat reng ati hai mere taraf,
Lipat jati hai anchal me,
Tab mai puchhti hun-
Raat ko panaah dun kya!
Ab Tum ankh uthake fir se dekhte ho mujhe,
Aur Tumhare ankhon me taren nahi nila asman ka ek tukda fasha hai...
Kahte ho, taren to meine de diya, tum panaah de do...

Panah

Sunday, 7 September 2014

kahani

Khojti rahi jeevan bhar jis Chand ko,
Wo mere asmaan par tha hi nahi,
Taraon ki darwaje khatkati rahi,
Pata puchhti rahi,
Bhatakti rahi grah-grahanu punj
Talasti rahi jiska chehra
Wo vishwantar me rah gaya sayad,
Khule ankhein mere latakte rahe
Ek ankahi kahani ki tarha
Pran ki darwaje par,
Jeise mere khali hath...

Thursday, 28 August 2014

Light shines where no Sun goes

Gift From Mukesh: A Solar Light!

Light shines where no sun goes;
Where no sea runs, the waters of the heart
Push in their tides;
And, broken stars with glow-worms in their heads,
The things of light file through the piles of universe
To touch the dark rooms to enlighten them,
And the mind heals...

A candle in the eyes flickers slowly;
And shows a twisted, dark road,
A set of smiling eyes,
Two sets of foot-prints, side by side,
Stretching to horizon to ask the sky
For a little light or a Moon,
And the heart heals....


Dawn breaks behind the blinds;
From north pole to south pole
A three year old smile spreads
Filling up the the bruises,
The deep pits of the Moon
And slides like a sea;
Nor fenced, nor staked
Light breaks on secret lots,
Divining the oil of tears...
And the soul heals...

Wednesday, 27 August 2014

~ Najranaa

Sabkuchh sahlun mai,
Sab me gujar jaun...
Ye mila hai Tumse,
Tumhare se sari Shakti hai
Jo Tum kavi mere samne ake khade ho gae
Aur haske mujhe ankho me apna kah gae
Us ek najar ke lie,
Us ek chhuan ke lie,
Ye jeevan bhar ka tap kam hai,
Koi v aag ka jharna kam hai,

Yehi Tumse najrana mila mujhe,
Aur yehi najrana mere se Tumko hai!

*
chookar mere man ko kia Tune kya ishara...
http://youtu.be/uu1QPl7mWQA
Hmmmmmm ummmmmmm
Ummmmmm huuuunnnnnnnn
Tu Jo Kahe Jeevan Bhar
 Tere Liye Main Gaaoon (2)
 Geet Tere Bolon Pe
 Likhta Chala Jaaoon (2)
Mere Geeton Mein
 Tujhe Dhoonde Jag Saara
Chhookar Mere Man Ko
 Kiya Tuney Kya Ishara
Aaja Tera Aanchal Yeh
 Pyaar Se Main Bhar Doon (2)
 Khushiyan Jahan Bhar Ki
 Tujhko Nazar Kar Doon (2)
Tu Hi Mera Jeevan
 Tu Hi Jeene Ka Sahara
Chhookar Mere Man Ko
 Kiya Tuney Kya Ishara
 Badla Yeh Mausam
 Lagey Pyaara Jag Saara
 Chhookar Mere Man Ko
 Kiya Tuney Kya Ishara
Chhookar Mere Man Ko
 Kiya Tuney Kya Ishara
*
Kishore_Mukesh*

~Ankh-Akash

Koi nahi hai yahan pe...
Koi kuchh bola v nahi hai,
Megh chhae jaroor hain,
Par Barsha ab tak barshi v nahi hai...
Fir ye dil-dariya uchhal gaya keise,
Ye ankhon me itni pani keise...
Kyun chhalke chhalke se mere ankh-akash...
 

~Meghaashlesh

Barshuk Megh ki nashili aslesh me
ardh-murchhit Dhara...
Kahan se ye megh ae,
Kitni dur se chalke, rengte,
adha-ankh munde
akash-samudra me tairte tairte,
Kahan se ye ae...
Kaunsi parvat ki chuda me se hote hue gujre...
Kaunsi bahti hui sarita ki anusaran karte hue ae...
Jane ye Tumhare ankho ko chhute hue ae...
Jane ye kya kahne ae...
Eise jo nischup khade hain...
Jeise kuchh jante nahi,
Kuchh karna nahi...
Jeise ek hajar ek dariya bhar ki pani
apne chhati me samete hue nahi,
Eise chhae hein ye,
Eise jhuke hein mere asman par,
Jeise khula ho kisi Mauna-Manaa ki chitthi!
 

Tuesday, 26 August 2014

~Sirhane ki Phul~

~Sirhane ki Phul~

Raat ki phool sirhane rakhke
Jo so gai mai..
Wo mahka raat bhar...
Par pata na chala mujhe...

Raat bhar wo batein karta raha mujhse...
Ajeeb sa phool -
Gussailaa hai-to gali v diya mujhe,
Jab kuch mai na boli,
Aur fir gali dete dete thak jab gaya...
Udas kuchh dhun gane laga...
Aur mai jhumte hue soti rahi,
Sirhane ki phool mahakta raha raat bhar..

Ab raat sesh ko phul murjhaya hua sa...
Chehra fika fika...
Par naak me leke lagai,
Wohi mithi dhimi khusbu...
Aur kuchh batein ankahi...
Phenk keise deti,
Fir se takiya ke baju me rakhke
Kaha-dhanyavad phul,
Raat bhar batein karne ka,
Aur gana sunane ka...
Tab bola phul-'Kahogi nahi-Gussaila!'
Maine haske 'na' kaha.

Saturday, 23 August 2014

nao-ghar!

Wo nadi…wo chhota sa nao-ghar aur Tumhara dibya-sparsh…
Jungle  ke nibhrut ilaake me hote hue
Chal pade wo pani ki raste me…
Sath me chale tara-bhara asman
Aur ek adha chhipa chand…
Jeise Tumhare lomash chhati me mere ashrit seer..

Nao chale ki taren chale,
Jungle chale ki ham chalein, kaun jane
Par Tumhare safed sherwani,
mere heena se range kalai me
run jhun bahat sare chudiyan, kahein -
Tumhare ankhon me muskan ki daur
aur mujhme neha ki jhula chale
jane ye nao chale na chale…
pani ki bahav jaroor chale…

itni thandi hai…
aur Tumhare chhati ki bistaria eise me mulayam, ushum lage,
eise me ankh lagne ko hai ki Tum jagao-
hey, dekho, parde ke pichhe se Chand ne jhanka hai,
Tumhe dekhne…
Aur mai Tumhare unglion ko naak me lagaun,
Khusbu kisi barfili gufa me jalte hue aag ki jeise hai,
Bhaye mujhe…bahat…
Mitha se has dena Tumhara
aur pukarne par ‘hun’ karna apnapan se….

Bhor se jab ankh bhi na khuli ho,
Chand apne ghar jae na jae sochta ho,
Raat ko andehera phir bhi jakad  ke dhare ho,
Tab kisi sugandh ki amantran se uthke beithun mai,
Sirhane ek adhe khile kamal ka guchha…
Tumhare man ki mahak ko mere tak lata hai…
Aur fir se Tum chale ate ho mere pash,
Dhire se ankho se haste hue,
Parda hatake…
Mere hath ki heena se ajeeb khusbu ae…
Aur chand chhup jae Tumhare ankhon me!
Nadi, nao ka ghar…ye aaranya-snigdhata
Tumse mujh tak chalte ae…


A Page from my Diary

The car has started...
And i am not able to shut the car door...
As if it is stuck...with the electric pole...
As if it is his wish and mine too combined
have created this small effect-
the car door is open and stuck...
and my feeble fingers shaking
with the desire to hold his face in my hand
is very feeble now...
i am trying...
and yes i am shy...
He is standing some inches apart ...
To my left... And i am not able to lift my eyes...

Now at last i could do it....
Closed the car door...
before closing i could see
He is aching to do it for me...
the confused little steps he had taken
to extend his hand, his feet unsure..
.told me everything. And now the car had started...
He is left behind...
I am being snatched away from him....
And the gap between me and him is gradually increasing...
my heart howling with affection and love for him...
I want to run to him...run very fast...
and reaching him, mingle in his arms...

He is still standing there...
And i wanna go to him...

'The Flying Leaf'
~A Page from my Diary~

Friday, 22 August 2014

Madhu-Ksyudha

*Madhu-Kshyudha*/ Pile phul ka paudha/
Madhu, MadhuMakshi aurMadhu-Kshyudha



Pile phul ka paudha
Khilta rahta hai,
Jane, kaam hai jeise ye ushka,
Aur bojhil phulon se achha bhi lagta hai.

Ek byast MadhuMakshi,
Har phul ke andar tak jakar
Jane kya karta hai,
Dikshya dekar ke ata hai,
Ya khud dikshit hokar ke ata hai!
Pata nahi chalta!
Suna hai, madhu ka karovar hai uska,
So madhu lekar ke ata hoga,
Kahan, uske muhn to mitha dikhta nahi
Khali lodhra* se dhaka rahta hai
Eise me Madhu-byapaar hota keise hai!

Phulon ko puchhun sochti hun,
Par ye to eise hain
jaise kuchh jante hi na ho...
Bas khile hain...
Sahnai jeise lambe lambe pile phul,
Unhe dekh kar lagta hai,
We na madhu ke bare me jante hain,
Na MadhuMakshi ke bare me
Par bhitar unke madhu-bhandar hai!

Kya ye phul sach me kuchh nahi jante
Inka ye nirlipta bhav
kya mere ankho ke lie hi hai!
Kahin eisa to nahi,
Kisi ajeeb bhasha me MadhuMakshi se
ye batein karte rahte hein...
Jo mere samajh ke pare hai.
Kya sare ke sare phul ek hi hain-
Phul-pran, us paudhe ke!
Itne sare roop dhare hein to kebal
MadhuMakshi ki ashant Madhu-Kshyudha
Shant karne ke lie....

Jharokhe ke upar parda sarkaun,
Sab bojhil ankhon se...
Ab kuchh nahi...
Na harabhara paudha,
Na phul, na phul-pran,
Na madhu, na MadhuMakshi,
Sab bojhil.
Bas nila-narangi parde
Dhire se lahraen pankha ki hawa me,
Jane wo kya dekhe us aur,
Aur kya samjhein!








*parag, phul-renu

Wednesday, 20 August 2014

ye kaun hai...

Lagta hai pakshion me koi
baat chhid gai hai
Kuchh to kahte ja rahe hain
Aur ekaki gilhari jeise sakshi ho-
pakshion ki chahakne par chu chu ka
Mohar lagaye ja raha hai.
Pata nahi masla kya hai...

Itni shor gul me bhi subah ki
shanti maun khadi hai
Jeise kuchh sun nahi pa rahi ho...
Ek tallin mudra me -parvat kandar me
Tapaswini ho jeise.

Prakruti ki adima shant aangan me
Kuchh nisabd padapaat...
Koi hai... Koi nahi hai ki jhule me...
In chupchap jhulte hue patton
ko sab malum hai..
Ye gunguni dhup janta hai -
Koi hai...!

Pedon me patton ki hariyali ka dwar...
Usme se chhote mote chhidr me se
Bhumi ko chhune ki chah me
Niche girta dhup,
Ake kaid ho jata hai thandi chhaon ki
Makhmali bistruti par...
Ek dam sheetal hai ye soi padi chhaon
Isko garam nahi kar pata dhup,
Bas nahi chalta ya nahi chahta, kaun jane
Par ankh mundke let jata wohin par,
Itni badi lambi yatra karke jo aya hai..
Surya se nikal ke in thandi chhaon
Ko chhune ke lie hi to gira hai...
Han, koi hai...  

Pedon ke upar ke pile phul
Jo aj hi khile hain, dhup me nahate,
Madhumakshion sang batiyate,
Nayi pahchan karte kahte,
Koi nahi hai.
Dekhte nahi kalka phul niche gire hue hein,
Afsosh nahi girne ka...
Kisiki thake hue pairon ko aram dene ke lie
Bade chah se bichhe pade hue hein...
Ek narm kalin dhup ki reshami dhage se...

Koi dur se a raha hai-fir dur jana hai...
Aye, jaye-kya fark padta hai...
Raah -chhaon, dhup aur phulon me dhake
Bichhi padi hai...
Koi hai...
~ye kaun hai...

Friday, 15 August 2014

Jayant: A Special Message!

The way I felt good with Him,
The way I felt stupid enough to do anything,
when he is around...
The way I felt the child in me becomes free,
when he is around...
The way I chill out, care free, unconscious of my moves
when he is around...
The way I enjoy every moment,
when he is around...
The way I believe every good thing happens here
when he is around...
The way I believe all the fairy tales have a happy ending
The way I believe in me that I am good,
when he is around...
The way I find the world a good place to live in,
when he is around...
The way I love me,
The way I look at him and find myself dissolved in him,
Has never happened before I met Him...
He came and He gave me this special message!

~Jayant: A Special Message!

Tuesday, 12 August 2014

A Calling

Wind howls within the hollow bamboo,
Squeezed, twisted it yearns 
As the jungle anima calls out for something…
Listening to the murmur… the spirited music in the sleepless nights
The Artist thought why not put in some design
S/He sighed heavily and Vanshika came into life…

~A Calling

Thrown

S/He throws crystal balls from the closed fists...
and life comes out in myriad forms and shapes and colours...
The interior is the same ancient dust particle 
Mixed with light, flies here and there 
in the vast limitless universe...

Bhojbaaji

Kya bol Tote ko sikhate ho Mohana 
mujhe bhi sikhao,
jab ud jae panchii,
ya kho jae banshuri,
tab mai hi gaa liya karun,
Kya bol sikhate ho Mohana,
mujhe bhi sikhado,

itni narm nayanon se
jo panchii ko niharoge, Kanha,
kahin apne pran me usme na dal dun...
chhuan se jo itni chahat bharoge,
dur dur hi kahin
neha ki nadi bane bahane lagun...

kya bhojbaaji karte ho Narmile,
dard ke samandar me
khushi ki chhoti si tari baahe mai jaun...
Tumhare hi tarf jaun...
har jagah Tum dikho...
aur kahin nahin bhi...
kya bhojbaaji karte ho Narmile,
thoda mujhe bhi sikhao...

~Awajein


Rukha sukha subah me
Jab Tulsi ki paudhe ko
Dhire narm hatho se Suraj chhuen,
Yahan, is balcony me;
Tumhare ankhein khole
Chup chap si mere bhitari Kothari me,
Aur shor uthe....

Hawa hilae wind chime ko
Kabhi dhire kabhi jorse...
Ting tang, tunung, tang..
Inverter me chalta hua fan kahe-
Tanne, tanne, tanne, tanne...
Tum ho Tum ho...Tum ho...
Aur birana me koi roe bina awaj kie...

Han, wo panchhi v aj bol gaya hai,
Jo us raat ko chahaka tha
apne Sathi ke sath
Jab raat bhar mai Tumhe
gaana gaakar sunai thi...
Ye tab ki baat hai,
Aj subah nind kholte hi
Wo panchhi akeli kuchh bolke gai hai,
Jane Tumne kuchh kahla bheja hai!
Tulsi ki baag me Bhanwra
ata nahi kabhi
Par Kanha ate hein,
Nisabd ate hain...
Par har aur nishani chhod jate hain!

Tulsi phalta phulta dikhai dene lagti hai...
Patto me badhautri aur jaan bhara rahta hai,
Tabhi janu, Kanha ake gaye hain,
Ya yehi kahin Tulsi van me
Chhupke soe pade hain,
Radha ne to murali chura rakhi hai,
To bolen v to bole keise,
Banshi chup si hai,
Chup hain Banke,
Rai v chup hai...

Kahin koi shor nahi,
Fir mere andar kya madhu-makshian
Ghar kar gai hain...
Ghoon bhoon Ghoon bhoon
Awajen chalti rahti hain...
Aur jharokhe ke pash wali diwar se
Kabutar bol pade,
Jab Suryaalok unhe halke se chhunle,
Tab...

Wo khile hue do gulab,
Dur dur...
Hare patton ki karaagaar me,
Kavi na najdeekian jaan sake,
Ek dusre se kuchh kahne ke lie
Suraj ko Sakshi banate gae...
Kiranein kaam karein chithhi ka,
Sandesha idhar se udhar hoye,
Dur se hi ek duje ko kahein
Han, ham hain,
ham hain, Tumhare lie...









~Awajein
Hyderabad
12th August 2014

Sunday, 10 August 2014

Chand Phool

Raat bhar mahakte juhi ke do phool,
Mere takiya ke baju me,
Jane kitni batein karte gae,
Pahar pe pahar bitta gaya,
Char pahar jab jane ki tayari me...
Pakshi kakali me bolke gae-

Raat ki sesh hone par
sukh jaroor gaye hein ye do phool,
Par ab v mahakna baki hai,
Wo satej narm safed pankhudian
nahi rahe, sikud gae,
sukh gaye brunt aur rang v badal gae..
Par deh-diya me atm-jyoti jeise
Ant tak sugandh phailate gae...

Ye do phool Tum aur mai,
Ye mahak pyar hai...
Jo kavi malin na hoe,
Raat bhar chale,
Chandni ko chunar banae,
Taron ki kalion se saje,
Bhor hoe jab,
Na Chand, na Chandni,
Na Tara-bhara angan,
Par fir v ye zinda rahe, khile...


~Chand Phool
 

Single Self

When i open my eyes
i see God-
taken various shapes 
of the flora n fauna, animals and humans-
smiled at me with tender mischief!
i asked what? what made you smile...
do You like me?
Dear God stopped smiling and gazed into my eyes,
-it is not you and me...
i appear before you in hundred forms
only to make you realize-
You are me!
there is no you and me...
everything you see is Me
and I am You!
it's always has been a Single Self-Story!

Wednesday, 30 July 2014

A Fallen Cap

It’s raining continuously…
It’s wet and damp everywhere…
Tuk tak raindrops falling incessantly
Life upon earth is used to it
The drenched, sodden soil sighs hard
yes, it's a familiar feeling.

No wonder the frog celebrates 
and peeps from it’s green palace
Now that it has become a king…
Age-old Crows sitting upon the electric wire
had already started telling old folk-tales;
they want to forget the dripping sky.
Water birds pretend playing in the water
As if they don’t care the soggy feeling upon land
Baby Molu had gone sheltering
Under Mom’s grand huge figure…
The mother is facing the rain…
Mollu need not know any thing about it.

Whose cap is this, fallen in the poodle
A different story it speaks
Of someone who does not how to handle self
Someone who is careless about the rain…
Or may be had taken a rain bath
or a rain dance -and hence the fallen cap.

The dragonfly, the lonely bird and cheetahs 
knows what to do when it rains
It’s a clammy jungle…and it sings the saddest songs…
But they will listen somehow…
And the lotus knew the time has come…
Now all have to shut down
No Sun, no colour…no blooming…
A l silent preparation for a long hibernation 
starts in the lotus pond…

The white mouse is gifted with a white umbrella
Upon his b’day and he enjoys the beating of rain 
upon it’s roof more and more…
What about Bolku, the puppy, homeless, 
Lying down upon the cold wet floor
It does not know what to think
mother has left, gone somewhere without training it 
how to cope with the rain…
where to find one umbrella
how to find a shade till the soaked furs get dry...

it's raining still...
people are sleeping, their doors closed-shut
and the umbrella shop is flashing 
a 'we-are-closed' sign.












Tuesday, 29 July 2014

The Link


The same stream of life that runs through Your veins night and day
runs through Me and dances in rhythmic measures.

It is the same life that shoots in joy through the dust of the earth
in numberless blades of grass
and breaks into tumultuous waves of leaves and flowers.

It is the same life that is rocked in the ocean-cradle of birth
and of death, in ebb and in flow.

I feel my limbs are made glorious by the touch of the glorious soul and of the streaming life, coming out of You!
And my pride is from the life-throb of ages dancing in my entity, speaking of you all this moment.

Monday, 30 June 2014

Nili Chhatri ka Cover

Wo nili chhatri kahan hai,
Kise pata,
Jise tune kabhi apne bayen hath ki 
mutthi me kaske pakad rakha tha...
Bas uski cover hath lagi mera...
Wo bund bund barsha
Jo tumhare hath ko chhute 
Is nile cover pe lage the,
Jane kahan sukh gae hein,
Yehi kah kar 
 nili chhatri ki cover ro padi ...
Mujhse bhi raha na gaya-
Jab ankh uthaya aur daudaya 
Aur baju me adha bhige hue tujhe na paya...
Jab us pal ko sar sar sarakte
Din mahine salon ke pichhe chhupta hua dekha,
Mujhse v raha na gaya...
Na jane kiski ashuon se 
Nili chhatri ki cover fir se gila ho gaya,
Us raat ki barish me bhige hue
Tumhare hath me jeise ....