The Brahmin and The Dream

In my dream a Brahmin walks by...
Elevates from a chariot sometimes -drawn by Lions...
And talks to me...
of the world
Of heaven...
Of a place where we two are together!
He stands in silence sometimes...
Sometimes he is so gloomy -he can not talk...sometimes
angry...arguing with me...
But always gifts me with 'dev-prasadam'-chnadan, sindoor, fruits and flowers...
yes, He always comes in my dreams...
Sometimes demanding tantrik rituals too...
I and my Brahmin meet in a dreamland always...which is
More real than the Real world!
Yes , I am still living...waiting for Him...
For wait is what that made me come in contact with Him after I spent half of my life...
And may be many more lives...
I am living like a hibernating princess that sleeps and sleeps and never gets up until my Brahmin makes me inhale the Magical Red Rose...
Then I will be awake fully...
Till then I m living ...yes...
*
my Brahmin and the recurrent dream sequence where I meet Him is so live...
But many days has gone by since he came in my dream...may be he is busy!!