Melody, Juice, Fragrant World & You

Dear,
You hold the land of frgrance for me...
How solitary, silent and yet dancing, a picture- that is real in a place where imagination shrinks and leaves hands...
You stand like a male moth,
Entraped like a sweet melody in a musical istrument, losing the keys,
Sofltly murmuring when wind blew my name to you.

You walk softly in the far away untouchable world, real slow footsteps , heavy with the load life has become for you,
The life which was meant to be and screams to be shared with me,
You drag it along like a heavy ornament upon the breast of a newly wed bride...
You drag it like a bllod stained cloak upon a monk's shoulder
Yet you smile,
As the Sun comes out with pigeons playing in your mind's innumerable windows... soft wings creating whirrring music; you listen with an intent heart, trying to breathe life, which is not there.

You imagine rain in summers,
Wet varandahs, thick with moss, as my voice rings in your ear, you go up up and up into another world of your creation, holding a white fuming coffe mug,
Or folding your beautiful, long hands,
putting a smile of content in your leaps, and gratitude flooding your eyes -for nothing...

Big whitish soft silky curtains fly above your head and come back caressing your musky face,
You hold the world I belong in my dreams ...
Oh, dear stranger, how important you are to me
Yet you stay unlisted in my practical life...
O Prince of my thousand books !

You dwell,
As the 6 am alarm -over the Horizon-- mellow mix chimes, from within a lovelorn melody, You appear before me with your thick environment - a vision - i swifly make a journey to the live picture frame where you live, moist like a juice bottle, my walking difficult, my breathing uneven, .
O, The other name of my life!

I calculate in my mind how you are not mine,
how you are not mine,
At the end i land up with
You are mine,
Every time with a different intense consciousness.
My Jayant,
My own Jayant
My very own Jayant,
Wherever, however different, beyond comprehension, still mine...
Jayant ...




*Melody, Juice, Fragrant World & You
6am
11.12.19

Patangâ

Patanga....

Ye man patanga
Ude ghume
Tere roshani ki ird gird...
Lage
Abhi chhuem Tujhe
Abhi lage milo jana baki hai

Itna kareeb us roshani ki
Manjeel to hath ki pash
Fir ye bekalpam keise
Ye ghurnan keise
Ye chah keise bechain rahne ki
Kahan se likhwa kar aya ye man
Ghume ghure itne itne ban ye man Tujhe Chand man kr
Tujhe light man kar
Tujhe roshani man kar
Tujhe ujala jaan ki man kar...

Tere dwar khole na
Wese hi Tu band band
Fir v itna ujala Tere pash
Is raat bhar ghumne ke lie kafi lage
Tu khole aur jalae
Ya thanda kar de
Ab kaunsa sochna h
Bas ghumna h
Ye raat bhar
Na jane kis pagalpan ki
dhun pe chadh kar...

Tera ghar : Mera ghar

Ye v...

Ye mai
Mai kam
Tere jyada....

Jo khudko dekh k chaunki...
Tu kitna chhan ata h
Mere me, jani...

Jo tere mere gupchup
Ek kahta hua muhn se
Ek kahta hua neerab laharon k tarha
Kahin darj ho
Aur bane koi chehra...

Tune aona ghar khoj lia h
Ye to dikhta h
Kabhi kahi to na thi
Par baton baton me jo andaj
Tune kar liya hoga
Meine v eise hi kuchh kaha tha..

Khair,
Tere ghar dekh lagta hai
Mera v kahin hoga jarur...
Dekhna tha
Ankh mundne se pahle
Ek bari dekhna tha
Mere ghar ka chehra
Sirf mera.

Ek Citra-Tera sa, Mera sa...

Ek Sapna Salona...

Ek man ki mandir
Jiski jharokhe se jhanko to
Dur akash ki dhalan me kahin
Tu khila ...adha abhi abhi ubharta hua Chand ki tarha
Aur mai chhipi
Eise kahin hariyali me
Kuchh gulabi rang leke
Tere adharon me lagne
Khoj k Tujhe
meghon ki parijat bhavan me kahin lukka chhipi khelte hue
Aganan dev sishuon k sath
Jinka chehra kuchh
Chand jeisa kuchh gulab jeisa.

Ek chitra-
Kuchh Tera sa,
Kuchh mera sa!

Trembling Waves

Wish i live near such a pool
& have nothing to ponder...
Would gaze at the trembling water- air-struck ... always in motion... flowing from this end to that end... going no where... as if taken an oath to exoplore- "who i am"...

Wish i watch the simmering water...
And sooth the flow of electric waves in my mind
that are almost paralyzing me...

Wish i were a monkey
Living in the deepest part of the jungle
Dangling from a tree branch-
that has gone down hoping to touch n count the innumerable little dancingwaves of a large groovy blue lake
And doze... half closing my intoxicated eye lids.....



25.7.2019
9.30am

Saranarthi aur Barsha

Ek aya moth kahin se...
Phadphadate bola
Ghana andhitari raat h
Uspe pavan pagal hai,
Bijli v tham tham ke
Nach uthi hai bidagdh Ishwari ki tarha
Chandra chhup gaya ha
Yehi dikhata to hai
Par kaun jane chhip gaya ho
Shiv ki jatajut me
Asshray asha me
Aj k raat mai sishu banu
Tum dhare rakho, Prabhu mujhe...

Eise me bahar khatra h
Jo pavan matali hai
Aur bijli diwani...
Kya ashray milegi yahan?
Tum jo chillao to sine me dar sa aur umad ata h....

Eise kahke guhariyan karte
Bekal phad phad pankh se man jeet ke beitha saranarthi ek pyara...
Photo id mangi jab v kuchh na kaha,
Janch karne diya...

Subah panch baje ankh khula v to jhip jhip baris ki sehra pahne Surya mukh chhupae the kahin,
Unki chehra dekhne chala gaya tha sayad...
Subah ashrya sthal khali tha...

Akele ke ghar me
Eise kai jaan ate hein
Koi rah jate hein,
Chhupke kahin pata na chalta
Koi ate jate rahte hein
Koi koi eise ek baarish ko rasta dikha kar mujh tak lakar kahin gayab ho jate hein ek saal k lie...
Fir milenge kya...
Kyun nahi k neerab pratishruti kahin likh kar

Khush thi
Uski ane se
Ye to hai
Par kya dukhi hun jane se...
Khudko puchhte puchhte
Kuchh din bit jaegi ab eise...

Kahan hoga ab...
Puchhna kitna asangat hoga...
Bahar itna bada duniya me
Nikal jane k baad
Wo kaun mai kaun...
Kis tarha ka rista...?
Par kal wo pash tha
Raat bhar wohin mere darwaje pe latakte hue safed kurti pe baitha raha...

Ye sabki uttar barsha ko jarur pata hoga
Iske pankh pakad k jo ye ai h
Puchhti hun,
Akele me,
Kya baat hai ?

~Belated Bday wishes...?

Whenever i wish someone else

On their b'day,

You are born again in my mind

Fresh as a new raindrop

On the first day of August

O Jayant, why do you cry, then,

Like a old old dove

Remembering a lost link ?


Everyone is telling August is on its way...

These clouds, the shady sky, the unique scent in the air, these trees, their mercury green glistening leaves, the trembling beds of water bodies...

Everyone...

It is coming, sneaking its way in the solar universe- this August-
That made me know you!

As it reaches

It will bring your rebirth again, every year.



You are reborn...

As you said,

But unseen to the world...

I had a glimpse of you

Radiant, holding life in your hand,

With an august presence

You had smiled at me

"There... i m here

And for you..."

Then you became invisible.

I hear only the flutter of your soul wings now...

Where are you, Eternal Friend ?


I just wished you

Happy Birthday

It's now upto you to tell me

Is it belated

Or in time?

Wanna relive your life

Want to be your shadow...
So that can collect the breathes you threw out of your heart...
Thinking of me.

And of the lonely one
Lonely lonely Mukesh....
Who does not know me...
Want to collect whatever u v left....

Want to live
A life you missed
So easily
Like a mad man in intoxication....

Want to collect the shirts
That you shed everyday
Not for laundering
But to sniff like a  dog and memorize for hundred of years
And to think of your slender arms in it and your shoulders, lustrous like a horse back...

The tissue you threw out of the train compartment
And the drink you rejected in the aircraft and the inviting smile of the air hostess you meet with cold flat eyes...
Want to collect and bead.....

Frame your tears
That you stored in the pillow late night...
And the smiles glued, muschievious.....
Looking at me from a hacked laptop...
9 years back...

Want to relieve your life
Like an addict runs for dope...
Like the darkness of the no moon day calls for a star
Want to relive your life that is so alluring for me and that you thought is so boring and unwanted.
I want it
To live.
May God grant a day when i go and see where you were standing talking to me...
And also standing
Holding the phone, where my call is silenced...
Want to see you sitting in the bitch thinking nothing...
Your eyes bearing the loss like the shades of an evening....
That came so early...

Air ballooning to place called Honey Pot...

As i rememeber my feelings with a person i considered special
I find bliss and heaven...
Those moments are really sweet and fragrant as i discovered the honeypot within me
That spills around
Wetting the most saltiest person
I loved.

My feelings
And my perception
Reaches altogether two different horizon
As i perceive a mind full of cobwebs and hanging deadbodies of insects,
I get a shock and a horror
All the time...

But how easy it is
To switch of the mind
And jump into the honeypot again
As tge rain had sent an escalator and an air balloon....

Ashadhi- A missed monsoon

The new found greenery
That I perceive with a grey heart,
May say,
What a welcome...
As i smiled for half an hour
And brooded remembering
My rain !

In front of my eye
Like a magic in a dream
Within an hour
The roots of the creeper
must have found
New flow of water
And must have feasted
Down earth...

But my monsoon is belated
Or is suspended
And a long frozen winter has set in
As i sleep covered with a snow blanket
Still waiting for a blue sky
Soon to be covered with cloud
That rains...

I think
I will wake up
When i hear the sound of the rain...

Everyone smiles seeing you smile
A few can read the dewdrops in the corner of your eyes
And drums, singing raag ashadhi...

Ashadhi- A missed monsoon

Remembering A Mukesh Angadi/ The Wet Chatak

Remembering A Mukesh Angadi
& his joyous mind
Witnessing the first shower of rain
And a long pending wish for harvest...

Remembering A Mukesh Angadi who trembles and then roars with pressure
As the monsoon reaches it's station.

Remembering A Mukesh Angadi
With the soul of a farmer
That sings a tune
Quite closed to that of a 'wet chatak'


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Remembering A Mukesh Angadi
Who has left for nowhere
After my daughter...

Strangers with an old link

The morning is merry making
Though the night was a nightmare...
The guests have arrived in thousands
Their velvety, ashy tents are jammed with bags and baggages
And their unpack ac, installed now.

The air is strangely cool
Sensing this
Their is a houch pouch in bird colony that i can see
As i stepped outside my house and started a slow walk ...
Seeing me around the birds tried to communicate something that i failed to grasp
So they started singing an old forgotten song
Of a silver trout that started it's journey from the mountain to the ocean...
The trees without flower are still
Innumerable seeds under the earth awaiting for the great cover to slide
The song of the old fountain is alive in the air...
Any moment the show will be on.

Welcome guests
Feel at home
Says the expectant, greedy soil.
Kicking their heavy utensils
In deep slumber,
And awakening with its sound
The foreigners with giant heavy ashy, smoky bodies
Said- thank you
And perhaps they washed their face
And it rained...

Birds stopoed singing
Sitting very still now,
Their tiny bodies soaked with fresh sky water,
Which they dont mind...
They remebered
It had been so every year
The scorching heat of the Sun
Is a giagntic magnet
That pulls the pleasant murmur of the clouds
And Rain !

Airavat trumpets...
Indradev smiled as his chariots of thousand one black clouds
Glides quite close to the earth
Souls of the earth
Folded their hands
Showing joyous honour.

Everything silent
Only the rain sings now
Drip drip... triiip tupp.. tap...

Riverted Mother

Death, be not proud
There are people to pray
For stranger species even...

Death, be not proud
A King or Queen is lying
Breathing the last
Alone, half stiff counting the last few seconds....

Make a greean chariot
Take her or him up
And land in the desired place...
Convert my wishes into an escalator first
Tie some ribbons into it
Judging the length of the flight
The giant being has taken
In it's short stay...

Let it reach there
Where the white horses
stand awaiting, drinking
my choking feelings and calmness that i experienced
seeing the grandeur of creation
being seized by the eternal ruin...
Though i could not feel the pain of the creature completely
I sense something...
An air trapped,
trying to knock out.

Death do not be proud
Your ego might spoil everything
Be a mother reverted
Show your soft, velvety lap &
Take the soul
Silently, swiftly, humming a lullaby
Into the abode where no pain
No bitter sensation stays...
Cover the eyes,
the head...
Softly narrate a fairy tale
Hallucinate,
Hypnotize..
Let the being depart
The greeny leafy bed
I designed
In peace...
Without experiencing the severing of the unseen naval cord
Let the supersoul have a
drop of comapssaion as it's companion for the unknown journey...

Whisper
Do not fear
Into it's ear
And kiss...

Take it there
Where it can spread its wings
And fly towards the blue horizon ...

Death,
Be not proud
You have so many things to do
Like a doctor,
You have to say
Take it easy
Say, now.

I am your Chilka

I dream
I just touched your water submerged, wine dipped,
slender, lily-stem like arms....
And something in me
lifted up, flew... up ..up...
Before it could vanish away into the blue vacuum,
I saw,
It is a swan.

I dream often
With my eyes open
That cast upon our celestial home,
That hungs somewhere
In your leftover imaginations
And in my innermost precious chambers of the green ocean,
Where i feel my swan will come one day along with your swan
to sit, swim n murmur...

More often, air in me writes poem to you
& one shade of my soul
Go to the jungle to roam & sit n be lost...
Where You promised to gift me a fountain.
Sitting on the big stone near that spring, one leg half merged in the water..
I remember,
How i wanted,
with trembling arms circled around your neck,
I will cling feverishly to your shielding embrace,
as though you might leave me, and i would break.
my head pressed against your chest that expands like the sky and is bold like a mountain,
My breath broke with halting sobs, i feel flexible like
A child - beaten- hungry, back home...happy...
Then i lift up my face to see you and find the
glimmer in your eyes,
That i would frame in my mind,
And sink in the river of consciousness where you are a ocean and i am your Chilka!
Always one,
Half salted, half sweet...
Jayant

The New Leaves

The New Leaves-

Saw them there
Glistening in the morning sun ray,
New, fresh & green.

For some days
The process of new-coming was on.
There are folded stick like hard things around the corner of every bough and every branch
Forcing me to understand there will be new life.
After the long two months of labourious leave-shedding.

I understood. But needed some wings of imagination that there will be this sight of newness of greenery.

Last night it thundered, hissed and cried out
The nature in labour-it's water sack burst
It shouted, hoosed and rained throughout the night...

And then the babies must have come...
So many...
This morning only i can see their faces.
Am i called for the naming ceremony.
The Almond
tree didnt tell me anything. It has no more dry leavea to communicate with me. It is standing with a grace wearing the gesture of bliss.

The tree is looking live
With a completely new attire
Some celebrations are going on
With vip guests like blueness of the sky and yeellowish sunrays and the invisible cool air are around...
I can not hear the sweet melody and the joyous conversation though....

Akash chală -First walk

Akasha ra Maru Pathe

Akasha ra maru pathe
Kie emiti chali ki jae
Jemiti kichhi sarisrup rangi rangi jaichhi bali upare

Kahinki ba mu akhi utheile dekhe tara pada-chinha?
Kuadu asi kuade gala bi jani pareni
Khali jane kehi hali dohali aste suste mo matha upara dei bina uda jahaja re, chali chali gala...

Kete kete păda tara
Sahashra-padi hei thiba nischay...
Daki dei gala-
Asija...

Jibi kemiti bi bhabi pareni
Naradanka mana janare gale tara padanka anusarana ta hei paribani...
Ete pakhare sthula rupare chali bara naksha dei gala...

Na mu rocket rakhe
Na mu jane kichhi bidya..
Khali tara gala patha ra chinha sabu dekhibaku chali ase emiti khola chhata, padiya mananku sandhya kala re praya dina...

Surya bi chali galeni...
Aba tanka ratha chaka emitika chinha banei dei gala...

Bhabi basibaku milichhi jeeban te...
Dhire dhire bali sari asuchhi hour glass ru...
Scale gote milanta jadi ..
Mapi nianti kichhi
Bhul tul hisab mora  dekhi se hasiba para...
Tathapi kehi tara pathare thia jani khusi hebara tara katha...

Bichha pari muhan re dhare hasa khelei nele,
Malay bi bahi asanta
Rati bi saji saaji tara mananku kholi gani basanta.

Se kintu muhan dekhaena...
Na pada...
Khali chinha!
Ei bate gala
Kichhi samaya agaru gala...
Mora khali samaya re bhabi baku kichhi mili gala..

Kehi kahibe mesosphere re cirrus badal ra tukuda,
Kehi kahibe sandhya ra sundara chitra
mu jane kintu se asi thila.
Au jagi basi thila
Mo asiba jaen
Jemiti dekhila asigali skating trainer ra kama dhari nela...
Muka prani pari akhire akhi milei agae agae chalibare lagila..

Kintu mu ta tara chali sikhini
Sekatha bi taku jana
Sabu dina seithi paine ta ase emiti sikheibaku mote akash-chală...

Kebe sikhibi kie jane
Mală pare e gachha se band ghara bhitare auji na base mu,
Tara kahibara katha.
Gote hatare ball dhari dwitiya hata ra anguli ku agaku badhei se agare thia,
Kahi, -aa, uth, chăl.

Vasantare Patra-jhadă

Patra jhada eka badam gachha-
Dwara kholila bele
Kejani kana kahiba kahiba hei
Tike thari uthila.
Kana? Pacharibaru, chup rahila
Bahana thila-pavana bahila.

Sabu patra jhadi jai thileni.
Majhi majhia ek sakha ebebi sabja
Uttunga hei thia hei thila.
Basanta ra arambha re tara e durdasha...
Bodha deba painee mo pakhare kichhi na thila.
Chup chap dihen dihinku chahin thia helu kichhi samaya
Na mu baharaku pada rakhili
Na se bhitaraku asila.
Tara asibara shakti tan a thila.
Tathapi pari kahani re padhi thiba
Chalanta gachha bishayare kahibaru
Dhira hei sunila...
Patra tie jharei dela-sukha.
Jemiti se sabubele kare.

E sandhya re emiti ekaki
Au bahare ete bada dunia
Aste nishwash neu thila
Ame dui jana emiti emiti
Kichhi bhabi basi thilu ekathi...
Tara ruddha mana ra abega
Jhara patra dei jhare gote gote
Ebe bi dekhu dekhu au gote jhari asila
Mo akhire luha na thila
Bhabili, ete sundara satej pavan
Yara manga dhari bhasi gale khyati kana...

Dekhe agaku agaku kete thunta badam gachha
Jhara-patra, dukhila mana...
Ba taraantara sepakha kete ajana katha
Kichhi na jani na suni mana upare
Kie ghureiba udasia kayunri kathi
Badam gachha puni han bharila.
Semiti...
Ethara bi patra te jhari asila.

Barsha ra weekend party

Barsha ra weekend party

Jharka bahare achanak shor gul suni
Chakita mu chahin dekhili
Kichhi dishilani
Kie...
E swatah prashna ra uttara re dhain gala kehi patre patre... pavana doli re...
Chapala abhignya nartaki kehi anabhignya mudra re...

Chhota chhota asankhya bamana ashariri prati anu kanu ku chhuin swara taranga kholi dele jemiti dhire...
Jhup jhup jhum jhur tip tap ra orchestra bhitaraku hata dhari daki nela mote kehi...

Badam ra gachha upare jami thile sabu...
Bada bada atikaya das phut ra adivashi munda re patra lagai punei rati re jhumu thila pari hali dohulu thile Badam, Nimba au ebe kata hoi thiba Hena-raat ki rani...

Dhire dhire nachi dohali bare lagile  nisha re judbud naram naram pada nei bahut bahut anamadheya sabu...

Raati ěgāra tā bela ra dhira badya naad kramagat teji uthila 12 ta jaen au samaste jor re jor re halu thile...

Kintu mu kahinki...
Pacharili...
Uttara ta mililani.
Kama milila geeta gaibaku...
Jemiti kholi jae puruna pinjuri au udi jae Shari
Semiti kanthare asi birajile Saraswati
Au mu gaili...
Chhanda nahi laya nahi
Baki semane kahile -mitha subhuchhi ....
au khushi re nachile oda hei...
Baja ta baajuchhi...

Barsha uthi asi thila samudra chhati ru luniya mada piyi
Pagalini pari thari thari jhip jhip dhainchhi...
Kahinki dhainlu,
pacharile  kahila- e chhota chhota chhota hathi mananku dekhi - jo Tu aji lekhu thilu, mo megha chhua bi badmashi sikhile, daudile epata sepata akasha sara..
Safa karibi akasha - kemiti.. bandhi ki anili gote gote Kala Kanhu...
Ta dekh, kemiti bheliki lageichhanti...
Kandi dele Ma mana tarala  - janichhanti...

Hun te mari chup heli.
Janili nisha ra prabhav badhi jaithiba ru kahani suneila barsha mote...
Michha bi kahibaku bhulila nahi..
Sabu agaru heithila jojana
Ki ratire kariba weekend party...
Dinare e pimpudi pari manisha karuchhanti chhi chhi....
Tenu kariba ratire party...
Megha pavana aur Samudra puni Barsha ra e thila purba ra chukti...

Gaili gaili mana khushi hei jaithila michhua thakua nka khusi khushi party attend kari...
Ete nisha...
Pura dunia re bi ete drugs na thiba
Jetiki gote ghanta re dhali dei jae barsha  pani re mishei ...
Khushi. Ananda. Relax...
Phisphisei jauchhi.....

E prthivi lage kou au gote jaga pari swapna ra mantrit ilaka pari...
Ba
hajar hajar light years sepakhe ghuru thiba au gote graha pari...
Kehi jemiti hata dhari tani tani nei jauchhi...
Patala patala nisha ra rasta gote pare gote dei...
Practical world thu duraku bahu duraku...

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Sakale jebe nida bhange
Dekhe chalichhi semiti se sundar mauchhaba (mahotsav)
Baki thaki galeni samaste...
Jhup jhum tuk tang
Dhire dhire kam hei galani...
Mada dhali nija upare nachu thiba chhota bamana au atikaya adivashi luchi gale 'akrishnena rajasha' bhitare Surya dev nka dhamaki suni...
' e abela re kana chhalichhi? Pagala hela? Ebe kan barsha rutu?'

Barsha kintu dhara padi jai chhat pat heuchhi
Tala phitei main door kholi, dekhili...
Samaste luchi gala
Mote chhadi dei
Shranta thakila swara re dakila se sathi mananku...

Surya nka ratha pakhare jai olagi heba bahana re megha mane dele surya nku nisha ra arghya chadhei...
Piyi taku Surya munda bulauchhi kahi
Ratharu olhei tali tali gale Himalaya re gufa re soi baku...

Puni lagila party...
Ebe ta weekend sarini...
Hasile samaste jor jor re...
Tup tap tung tang...
Chala chala jaldi arambha kara
Au e manisha guda?
Tanku kana kariba...?

Kichhi nahi. Kahi debi - samudra re jhada uthila kichhi scientist mind nku... au kahi debi poetic mind nku - last touch, last kiss e barsha-oda thanda misha chha-mashiya rutu ra,  ya para ra garam chha masha re mane pakauthiba amaku...

Kahi debi kichhi, kahi nishakhor barsha ra chhadma besha re Swarga Ganga amruta banti dei jauchhi
Rahu Ketu nku luchei luchei...
Bada bada santana mane taara -pada nahi chali baku..
Katā hàta, atharba, thuntà, atyàchàrita...
Bikala bikalànga briskshraaji mananku
Aunshi auinshi narama hata re kanduchhi Ma kehi...
Anchala bhitare bhari...

Kan au karibi
Mu ta kichhi kari parilini
Mora kehi sunileni
Dayamaya jie Vishwa Bihari
Jie mote matha re rakhile
Mo dukha bujhileni
Akhi muji basile sada...

Kahi sehara parasha dei
Malama lagei jauchhi...
Mati bi heba trushnamayi dekhu dekhu...
Hueta Tuma chěra ku bi jala milibani...
Ebe pi diya kichhi...
barshaka painee...

Bahana kari
Thaki bhandei ashura mananku debata nka muhan re makaranda bhari dei jauchhi...
Nachi nachi jhumi jhumi nisha ra pada re thari thari hali hali samastanku suei, chup kari...
Thaki bhandi upahara rakhi dei jauchhi...

Sannate ko gungunaen jo sansein ek mantra k tarha

Jo Tum kahin beith ke
Sannate ko mantra k tarha
Padhne gungunane lagoge,
Jaag jayungi mai

Mitti k niche se uthungi
Ya jal se bahar ayungi
Ya pavan k hath pakdungi
Par ayungi .. janam lungi
Sirf Tere lie..!

Ye jeevan v mili hai jo mujhe hai
Ye Tumhare hi muraad hai
Jis din pahli baar udasin ho gae the Tum
Usi din agai mai
Ma ki kokh me..
Raha na gaya mujhse
Chhodke Tumhe rahna
Sanson ko roke rakhne  jeisa h..

Ab Tum kahin pagal sa.....
Pata nahi kya dhun lagae rakhe ho...
Pharak raha hai nas nas mere
Koi badya samaroh jeise...
Lakhon unglian
Hajar table ke upar...
Vanshi pe Kanhu ki adhar
Jame hue...
Bilap uthi murchhana...
Door Tumse keise raha jae....

Janjire sari todi
Kaid khane se bhagi
Pagal kahte hein log mujhe...
Sab manjoor h
Bas Tere naam k jod chahie jeevan me
Aur Tu kahe
Tu pahchanta nahi...
Ankho ko dekh ke lagta nahi
Sach kah rahe ho..
Wapas ake yehi sochi
Beith k dino din
K Tum jhuthe ho.
Aur jo Tum sach kahte
Kya haal hota mere
Achha hai, Tum jhuthe ho..

Ghoda mere kahin chala gaya h
Aur Tum fir se pukarne lage
Jaen keise...
Ane do usko
Fir jana hi hai...
Tum pukaro ham na ae
Eisa kavi hua nhi h
Is jeevan k suruwat se nhi...

Gali hi dene ko bulaoge v
Ayenge..
Koi chhal nahi
Koi natak nahi
Jeevan ek naivedya h
Tumhare naam ke!

2years back

*

Tab.....
2 saal pahlr jab ishe likhi thi
Pata na tha
Ki
Koi bechara sannate ko mantra ki tarha gungunake udashin nahi hua ja raha h
Balki
Ek Aramposh khyamataandh, Bhogi hack kare mere phone laptop aur cctv cam chup chap nirapeksh observer ki ankh lie dekhe ja rha h
Is asha me
Ki koi dilchasp twist mil jae....

Muhn thik angle pr na rahne par hunkar uthne wala h...
Mere puja tapasya ko majak samajh k lamba plan karne wala
Mujhe apnr se dhakka marke alag karne wala
Kebal apne bare me sochne wala lonh term...
Mere angle s3 kabhi na dekhne ki ya samajhne ki nispatti lene wala koi chalakh insaan beitha h
Isko mai nahi janti.
Kitni galat thi mai.


Now 25.1.19

Sannate ko gungunai jo sansein ek mantra k tarha Wo na aya
Jisko ana tha
Par woh aya
Jisko nahi ana tha...
Awaj nahi karta sahi
Apna hone ki ahsash karata rahta h...
Wo Ishwar h


*

Mehman

Kaun se ye basti h
Sare gharon ko
Roj kareeb se dekhti hun...
Aur sochti hun
Kya naam hoga makan malik k
Chhote ya bade bachhe honge..
Budha budhi milake kitne jan...
Kya kam karte honge...
Kheti ya machine ki...
Roj gujarte hue in gharon se
Yehi sawal puchhte hue ghabra si jati hun
Jan ghar sab maila paint lagae muhn me ada tirchha beithe hue
Najar chura lete hein...

{~Mehman}

Tere Man Patang

Tumhare Man Patang
Mere Asman me
Ghume, thirke ...
Uncha chadh jane ki ash lie
Niche gir aye.

Kabhi phashe kisi dusre patang k sath, takrake
Ladai me kat jae
Gire...

Chadhaun me khinch khinch dhage
Fir latak latak upar chadhte hue phashe kisi briksh dali par, chillae...
Yahan mere dhage aur charkhe kaam na ae...
Bahut dur bajut dur jo Tujhe udna h
Jana h dur mujhse
Aur mujhe bhejna h
Kar pratiksha kisi uttal pawan ki lahar ki
Fir chale jana dur ...
Ya uth jana uncha
Mere hath k apahanch ilake se bahut agae...
Ek dot bas ek chhota sa dot banke rah jane k lie mere aksh me...
Apahanch mere hath se...

🌿🌹🌿The Other Side of the Divine 🌹

🍀

Until I found you,
I wrote my heart in papers with ink pen, page after page...the second page always messy with the blotted ink effect...
Yet i wrote...
Something urged me to...

With my nail, drew pictures upon wall,
You as a prince riding a manpavan horse,
The feather upon your turban dancing as you gallop gently...
I as a cursed princess in an unknown fort
Waiting for you...
My paints never clarify your face though...

And, went out alone
For wandering here and there…
May be in search for you...

Now that I found you,
Stored like honey within the flower
My life lies, content,
In you….

And now after 7 and half an years
I am again searching where i have left myself -in which flower...

The forest is fast drying up...
My khadaus are becoming thinner...
But the river besides me that walks with me since our meeting has grown wider and deeper.
I call it Love.

I wonder
If you were to name it
You call it what...
May be "the other side of the divine"
As you are a gentle man
& only good words used to come out of you !

🌿🌹🌿The Other Side of the Divine 🌹

🍀

To The Blue Board

The sky has left a letter for me
Unannounced,
Coded..

I took it and store it as a picture in my album not knowing anything of the sort.

As i am going through it again and now, i could see -yes, its a letter...
Letter from the unseen
world above.

I am not able to read though i know there is a message for me in the left over trail of the smoke.
The rising sun just made an eye contact to confirm it ...

This vast black n blue board has served as a wall between you and me...
Innumerable messages you scroll for me with the clouds, smoke, birds, lightening, rain and stars..
Some i read
Some i don't
Some are missed totally like this one was about to...

You know my class
I am in nursery.
I v to learn much of your language to understand how you are and what you want of me.
Please keep writing.

I want you to know
Even though i am not able to read...
Your letter formats are the most beautiful i v ever got.
Thanks!

💫To The Blue Board
8th Jan 2019

The Blue Board

The sky has left a letter for me
Unannounced,
Coded..

I took it and store it as a picture in my album not knowing anything of the sort.

As i am going through it again and now, i could see -yes, its a letter...
Letter from the unseen
world above.

I am not able to read though i know there is a message for me in the left over trail of the smoke.
The rising sun just made an eye contact to confirm it ...

This vast black n blue board has served as a wall between you and me...
Innumerable messages you scroll for me with the clouds, smoke, birds, lightening, rain and stars..
Some i read
Some i don't
Some are missed totally like this one was about to...

You know my class
I am in nursery.
I v to learn much of your language to understand how you are and what you want of me.
Please keep writing.

I want you to know
Even though i am not able to read...
Your letter formats are the most beautiful i v ever got.
Thanks!

💫To The Blue Board