Raah, Raahgujar aur Ek Ghar

Ek ghar ki talas
Aur ankh me jam jae pani,
Dil me sans...
Sapno me ash...

Galiyan, anginat
Jeise khul gai ho jadui duniya
Ek ke baad ek
Aur sahar v hajar..
Kaunsa chhuon
Kaunsa kud jao
Kaunsa dekho
Muskil hi hai sab...

Itni aparichit paridhiyan,
Dar lage jamne ke lie
Mitti, hawa aur asman
Jeise kuchh thanda thanda baat kar rahe hon mere khilaf...

Bharosha na talas pe h
Na khud pe ab
Bas, Tere jo laal jhande dikh jaen jahan, sochun basera kar lun kuchh din waha,
Jab tak fir se Tera hukum na ae-
Yahan se ab uthna h, uth ja ...

Ate hue ki aparichit mahol,
Jane samay lambe pehchan ki ankhon se niharne lage jab kya karun, ye Tune par kaha nhi tha ...
Galiyan, khet khalihare, janwar, panchhi kab apne ban jate hein,
Tu chhupae rakha tha, rakhta h..
Bas jana h, kah, ankh mund, chhati mund us jagah se chal dena h ...

Tere lie upar se hoga asan...
Par Tu v jo hota mere jagah,
Sayad kahi jata hi nahi,
Na jane ki bahana kr mitti ban jata ya asman,
Sayad hai v...
Tere aur aukat v kya...
Har jagah se hath hilana, hasna, bandhna, satana, yehi kam bas rah gaya...

Tu raah
Ham rahgujar
Ab ghar v khojna kya...


Ghar
19.01.202,
Room No-03,
DMPG,
Lawgate
Near LPU,
Phagwara
Punjab

Melody, Juice, Fragrant World & You

Dear,
You hold the land of frgrance for me...
How solitary, silent and yet dancing, a picture- that is real in a place where imagination shrinks and leaves hands...
You stand like a male moth,
Entraped like a sweet melody in a musical istrument, losing the keys,
Sofltly murmuring when wind blew my name to you.

You walk softly in the far away untouchable world, real slow footsteps , heavy with the load life has become for you,
The life which was meant to be and screams to be shared with me,
You drag it along like a heavy ornament upon the breast of a newly wed bride...
You drag it like a bllod stained cloak upon a monk's shoulder
Yet you smile,
As the Sun comes out with pigeons playing in your mind's innumerable windows... soft wings creating whirrring music; you listen with an intent heart, trying to breathe life, which is not there.

You imagine rain in summers,
Wet varandahs, thick with moss, as my voice rings in your ear, you go up up and up into another world of your creation, holding a white fuming coffe mug,
Or folding your beautiful, long hands,
putting a smile of content in your leaps, and gratitude flooding your eyes -for nothing...

Big whitish soft silky curtains fly above your head and come back caressing your musky face,
You hold the world I belong in my dreams ...
Oh, dear stranger, how important you are to me
Yet you stay unlisted in my practical life...
O Prince of my thousand books !

You dwell,
As the 6 am alarm -over the Horizon-- mellow mix chimes, from within a lovelorn melody, You appear before me with your thick environment - a vision - i swifly make a journey to the live picture frame where you live, moist like a juice bottle, my walking difficult, my breathing uneven, .
O, The other name of my life!

I calculate in my mind how you are not mine,
how you are not mine,
At the end i land up with
You are mine,
Every time with a different intense consciousness.
My Jayant,
My own Jayant
My very own Jayant,
Wherever, however different, beyond comprehension, still mine...
Jayant ...




*Melody, Juice, Fragrant World & You
6am
11.12.19

Patangâ

Patanga....

Ye man patanga
Ude ghume
Tere roshani ki ird gird...
Lage
Abhi chhuem Tujhe
Abhi lage milo jana baki hai

Itna kareeb us roshani ki
Manjeel to hath ki pash
Fir ye bekalpam keise
Ye ghurnan keise
Ye chah keise bechain rahne ki
Kahan se likhwa kar aya ye man
Ghume ghure itne itne ban ye man Tujhe Chand man kr
Tujhe light man kar
Tujhe roshani man kar
Tujhe ujala jaan ki man kar...

Tere dwar khole na
Wese hi Tu band band
Fir v itna ujala Tere pash
Is raat bhar ghumne ke lie kafi lage
Tu khole aur jalae
Ya thanda kar de
Ab kaunsa sochna h
Bas ghumna h
Ye raat bhar
Na jane kis pagalpan ki
dhun pe chadh kar...

Tera ghar : Mera ghar

Ye v...

Ye mai
Mai kam
Tere jyada....

Jo khudko dekh k chaunki...
Tu kitna chhan ata h
Mere me, jani...

Jo tere mere gupchup
Ek kahta hua muhn se
Ek kahta hua neerab laharon k tarha
Kahin darj ho
Aur bane koi chehra...

Tune aona ghar khoj lia h
Ye to dikhta h
Kabhi kahi to na thi
Par baton baton me jo andaj
Tune kar liya hoga
Meine v eise hi kuchh kaha tha..

Khair,
Tere ghar dekh lagta hai
Mera v kahin hoga jarur...
Dekhna tha
Ankh mundne se pahle
Ek bari dekhna tha
Mere ghar ka chehra
Sirf mera.

Ek Citra-Tera sa, Mera sa...

Ek Sapna Salona...

Ek man ki mandir
Jiski jharokhe se jhanko to
Dur akash ki dhalan me kahin
Tu khila ...adha abhi abhi ubharta hua Chand ki tarha
Aur mai chhipi
Eise kahin hariyali me
Kuchh gulabi rang leke
Tere adharon me lagne
Khoj k Tujhe
meghon ki parijat bhavan me kahin lukka chhipi khelte hue
Aganan dev sishuon k sath
Jinka chehra kuchh
Chand jeisa kuchh gulab jeisa.

Ek chitra-
Kuchh Tera sa,
Kuchh mera sa!

Trembling Waves

Wish i live near such a pool
& have nothing to ponder...
Would gaze at the trembling water- air-struck ... always in motion... flowing from this end to that end... going no where... as if taken an oath to exoplore- "who i am"...

Wish i watch the simmering water...
And sooth the flow of electric waves in my mind
that are almost paralyzing me...

Wish i were a monkey
Living in the deepest part of the jungle
Dangling from a tree branch-
that has gone down hoping to touch n count the innumerable little dancingwaves of a large groovy blue lake
And doze... half closing my intoxicated eye lids.....



25.7.2019
9.30am

Saranarthi aur Barsha

Ek aya moth kahin se...
Phadphadate bola
Ghana andhitari raat h
Uspe pavan pagal hai,
Bijli v tham tham ke
Nach uthi hai bidagdh Ishwari ki tarha
Chandra chhup gaya ha
Yehi dikhata to hai
Par kaun jane chhip gaya ho
Shiv ki jatajut me
Asshray asha me
Aj k raat mai sishu banu
Tum dhare rakho, Prabhu mujhe...

Eise me bahar khatra h
Jo pavan matali hai
Aur bijli diwani...
Kya ashray milegi yahan?
Tum jo chillao to sine me dar sa aur umad ata h....

Eise kahke guhariyan karte
Bekal phad phad pankh se man jeet ke beitha saranarthi ek pyara...
Photo id mangi jab v kuchh na kaha,
Janch karne diya...

Subah panch baje ankh khula v to jhip jhip baris ki sehra pahne Surya mukh chhupae the kahin,
Unki chehra dekhne chala gaya tha sayad...
Subah ashrya sthal khali tha...

Akele ke ghar me
Eise kai jaan ate hein
Koi rah jate hein,
Chhupke kahin pata na chalta
Koi ate jate rahte hein
Koi koi eise ek baarish ko rasta dikha kar mujh tak lakar kahin gayab ho jate hein ek saal k lie...
Fir milenge kya...
Kyun nahi k neerab pratishruti kahin likh kar

Khush thi
Uski ane se
Ye to hai
Par kya dukhi hun jane se...
Khudko puchhte puchhte
Kuchh din bit jaegi ab eise...

Kahan hoga ab...
Puchhna kitna asangat hoga...
Bahar itna bada duniya me
Nikal jane k baad
Wo kaun mai kaun...
Kis tarha ka rista...?
Par kal wo pash tha
Raat bhar wohin mere darwaje pe latakte hue safed kurti pe baitha raha...

Ye sabki uttar barsha ko jarur pata hoga
Iske pankh pakad k jo ye ai h
Puchhti hun,
Akele me,
Kya baat hai ?