'Ei Mickey....'

'Ei Mickey....'

Kalima called me sharply with a funny note

like a small girl shrieks in thrilling joy...

Ascending into the Sky very quickly from the Champa tree, where She was waiting for me,

She called me Ei Mickey....'

Spreading her designer feather that shines in the sky and then slowly closing all her forked tail her beautiful face to look like a thin arrow,

She called me Mickey...

She called me Mickey 

Like She is very happy with me

like a friend who calls to play every day.

She loves to call me mickey. Now I know. She has named me Mickey. Why... 

in my father's voice she had called me mickey...earlier..

But this is the first time she called directly...Ei Mickey...

and i smiled.

it sounded so sweet...

10.6.24

🌹🔱🌹🔱🌹

Champa gachga ru udi asi sunya ku laharei uthi, designdar kala chitrita pakhya ku jhoti rangoli bhali kholi akashare ati sundara lanja au muhan ku puni buji dei eka teera bhali sajei dei olhei asila... 

dakila, e mickey...

bhari mitha swara re baki funny tone re...

Like she is happy with me...

A Contact with the Green Souls with Flowery Third Eyes

As my eyes opens up,
I sense a cover as wide as sky envelopes me of seer blankness- choking me along with the unknown surmounting grief and a fear that knows not it's source.

To escape this I step outside of the grilled door and find a different world of light, energy and beauty welcoming.

With few lashes of rain the greenery that gained  growth, wild spirit and anima enwrapped me with flowery bodies...

I need to collect flowers for daily worship & archana and for that they are there, the garden, the greenery and the flowers.

But today something cautioned me.
Don't be blind
Don't go plucking the flowers and disturbing something lying around. It loves you and wants to live, if you let it...

Look around
See the green and the beautifully kept flowers over them.
It's like someone has dressed them for the morning celebration.

See the soft shine
And hear the inaudible joyous chatter...
Be a part of it.
You have come upto this with your care
Now why loose the end part - the pinnacle.

Be with it.
Be a part of it.
Don't undo it
Don't pluck flowers.
Worship them
This is God appearing before you.
A strong and strange voice cautioned me repeatedly till I actually awakened to find myself in a different realm of Green Souls with flowery smile.

Now I don't want to hurt them or disturb their contemplation.
They know me
They forgive me always
I did something, which is not in any book or any method.
I don't know also.
But something strange was happening between me and them and ultimately I find myself being one with them as I went on moving around them, touching,  watering, gathering their acknowledgements ...
It was happening and I am unaware of it.
It bit my ego secretly and reached my soul to get connected to the meditating, smiling green souls with flowers as third eyes.

🌿✨️🌿🌼🌿✨️🌿

A Contact with the Green Souls with Flowery Third Eyes

9.6.24

Bhubaneswar

Return Gift

You are there
Watching me
When I was busy
In my own way
To meet the daily challenges,
Not even thinking of you,
Moved faster
Like a sailess ship
Without a horizon.

You came
Cooed from ever tree
That I passed on foot.
Flashing the stark yellow feathers
Very dearly you called me.
I looked at you
With a wit of a one year old -
Looking at the new found world
With ardent curiosity and joy.
There lies the limit of the connection.
I took in everything
But am not able to process anything.
Alright, let it be like that, MauDau...

In the sacred shrine
When I see you with form
You told me with worried eyes
Child, are you alright...
I have been waiting for you since long
And was bothered
How are you...
You acted as my kith and kin and
The member of my creed.

When I meet the formless,
You stopped acting.
Didn't show any love, nor connection.
I searched and tried to feel connected...
And found onlu the cosmic vibration
In and around me
Up and beneath me
Piercing my being...
And telling me- just Humm..

You came home
Sitting inside my heart...
Seeing you inside me

Every living and nonliving became live & alert- acted as the medium.
Every tree knows me now.
Like we say coma patients do hear.
Who know trees are having
How many eyes and
How many ears...
Or they sense the right vibrations.
The ripe mango fell just before me
As I took the secluded turn...
After posting the application.
The scorching Sun went behind the cloud,
Which was right there
Burning every fibre of my uncovered head.
It's a shock. A pleasant one.
I am used to it now.
It's a sign. A strong & deliberate one.
I know you are with me.
And are walking beside me
And sitting inside me.

Read this
O Loving one
As we read
The illegible writings or scrolls
Of an infant upon the wall.
It's my return b-day gift to you.


Return Gift
25.05.2024
20.53

Ma, Kebe mu thia hebi

Andhara gali re
Na sakala na rati ra bhetabheti
Prahelika ra anchala tale samaya 4.10 lotu thila
Dhyanastha Jogi ra Agamā jhula nei
Jhum jhum ..

Chira parichita Shweta Sandha lanja helei halei auji thila grocery dokana tale.
Saakala hele kichhi pacha alu hueta  underground godown ra
bishala mukha byadana bhitaru khashi asiba.

Chhota helper pila kebe mare kebe khaaibaku diye kahinki eparyanta ta pithi re thiba Shiva linga nku bi agochara na gupta?

Ma kukura ta chhota pua ku akhire jaki soichhi.
Hajila dhana tara.
Tara bikal rati sara ra kandana suni je taku uthei nei bandhi rakhi thila sakale ani chhadi dei gala.
Ashwasta ma mana ebe bi pratyeka agantuka ku sankakula drusti re dekhi nie there.
Jungle jemiti ta akhiru bahari asiba.
Abishwash hin bhayatura ra saha.

Nidrita prithivi tara kolare kola bharti supta santana nku dhari bistarichhi...
Ke jane Akasha ketebele chhadei neba  ta kola ru. Se tani ki dharichhi samastanku. Tike hata dhila hei gale mahasunuya re kie kuade - bikshipta balaya ra chakrabāta re jibe. Nida bhangi gala tara e abhavaniya Swapna dekhi.

Ghuun ghuun ghuun... ghungundi ra sabda road jaen bi ase. 

Nida ra lamba sudanga bhitare  bhula batoi kuade jauthae kejani..

Ekanta patha,
Jibanta padapata mora kahin haji jae...
Mo ānamanā bhava ra kundali bhitare..

Kichhi tagara nka rupā deha Ma ra kala sādhi upare tarakashi chumki pari saajei heichhanti.
Ma kahin?
Muhan kahin Tara?

Jai ra kshina madhu mahaka prana ra kou nibuja tantri ra sikuli kholi dei gale...
Mukti punarjanma ra prākāra nei nachi uthila.
Gachha re gachhe koili eka sange kuhu nada kari uthile..
Pachhe pachhe kumbhatua nka kuhata ra kampana pratidhwanita hei chalila
Kichhi jemiti chamaki jagi uthila...

Dhach dhad dhach dhad sabda re chamaki chahinli
Kie ete sakalu ki kaama karuchhi.
Light jaluthiba eka 2nd floor jharka dei jane kehi uchhulu thila.
Sidha sidha
Diagonal nuhein...
Janili stree loka te Biparita rati-magna
Hatabak o stambhita kichhi muhurta danga nei gabhira nadi re haji gale...
Chetana pherila puni eka bhela nei
Kuhudi bhitaru..
Dehare mora kaunasi spandana naahi
Panchendriya niskriya,
Kundalini Sahasra re Shiva nka agamagama gumpha re phutkara rata..
Bujhili...
Ma Kali...tale ardha bikshipta samarpita Shiva!

E drushya sadharana manavi- manavi ra sata,
Mora darshaka heba kintu adwitiya.
Sadhana ra e you paryaya, ta bi jana nahi.
Aneka jugma rupa dekhi thili prakruti ra-
Kita, patanga, pakshi, pashu...
Hele manavi-manava ra
Se bi brahma muhurta re...
Na, skhalana nahi.
Kathina sadhana ra kholapa pindhi sanjama ra genda dhire dhire agaei  gala.
Prati ti upahara ba sadhuvad ra chhadmarupa re eka parikshya luchi rahi thae.
Jitila prana
Jitila jivana
Dhanya bi
Krutakrutya bi sadhana patha.

Janili aji Parā prakruti Aparā re badali jai pare !
See kama-magna, Radha-Krushna, Abolokiteswar-Pragnyaparqmita, Mahakali-Mqhakala- Sadhika lagi charama indriya-jaya ra sankhanaad kari janti.

Jogamaya ra koti rupa koti Durga
Mu ta gurundu thae
Dekha heu
Hata badhei debi kola ku nebaku
Duraru thai Janani khali kuhe
Han re dhana
Asuchi re...
Karyabyasta?
Athaba gopana re thai Dekhu thae apalak akhire-
Kebe mu thia hebi.
🌺🙏🙏🙏🌺

29.2.2024
4.10am

Kali aur Niley

Sam ek albeli si ladki
Daud jae dhul me mila
Suraj ki chakmaki kan samet ne ke lie harbari me
Aur Surya ki ghoda ki kaan me kuchh atpata sa kahe
Ghoda hinhinae, haste hue-
"Tu majedar hai"
Albeli chaunk jae
Behos gir pade.

Gir pade saam pheilke
Lambe Lambe sadkon ke upar,
Ghane, mote, purani pedon ki sakhaon pe,
Vadion me bahein pasare
Jungle me sarke uska sareer
Hissss hiss srrrrr srrrrr frrrr...
Aur ghume kundal sa.

Mandiron ki jhanjhanati jhanjhar, aur ghantion se, gharon ki arati ki dhun se, behos saam uthe firse chaunk ke
Aur fir chal pade harbari se
Ghunghat sajae mathe pe
Laal sa sindur mathe pe
Payal jhanke patron me
Saam ab Raat hai, badhu hai
Janani bhi hai.

Chand ko mathe pe khos k
Kisi khaan ki Miner ki tarha andheri jhadion me abhi abhi khilta hua safed phulon ko samet ne ke lie nikal pade
Unki khusboo ko buku me sajae
Chandni me nahae woh
Aur Akash Ganga se nisare amrut.

Bahut Kam Hai
Fir se harbari me laut ae
Bastion me ghuse
Sabka Chuhla jalana h
Sabko khana khilana h.
Bachhon ko sulana v to h
Jhuti kahani sunake
Chhati pe hath rakh k...

Akash itna Nila lage ab...
Jesse raat ghana hote jae
Wo hase halke se ...
Tandra mishrit bhaari palkon ko bina uthae hath badhae agae.
Han, akash nahi, kanth h, Ashutosh ki- 'sab so gae, wo puchhte'.
'Han, sab...
Kuchh gine chune ko chhod...
Bade ho gae weh
Mere kahani me jhuth pakad lie hein
Talasne beith gae hain, sachhai.'
Kali raat kahe.

Roj kahe
Nila Akash sune
Roj sune

Kali Andheri, Teen Ankh Wali
Aur Nili kanth wale
Ek dusre ke hath me hath lie
Ghume, nachein
Taraon par pair dumke
Anant Dhuan dhul ki bistruti saanp bane
Ath mahanaag
Aur jhulaen dono ko
Itna mile, itna ghule, kaun kya h,
Samajhna samjhana na ho sake.

Saurya Mandal kahe-
area ham Tum hain,
Saptarshi kahein, ap ham tak hain,
Maha- jagatik kgela kahe,
Mai to khel Tera...
Tujhme Mai, mujhme Tu
samjhun Kabhi, bhulun abhi,
Lo, ab bhul bhi gaya...

Raat bhar ye Chale
Jogi isko pakadne ke lie
Nas Nas khole apna.
Kuchh dhar le to dhar le ...
Baki phisal hi jana hai.
Pae 10 aur khiske 100
To bacha kitna aghori puchhe...
Subah tak log kahe
Ye to sansar hai.