This time i didn't fail

It was so serene
I thought for a second
May b
I am trespassing!

I am tresspassing to a place
I am not authorised to enter
But no body did mind
Noone welcomed me
But i can see
I am somewhat accepted....

I am accepted
And they urge me
To be the glistening hue upon the rice field- to which i failed;
they urge me
To mingle with the bird chirping-
to which i failed again...
They urge me to be the smoky merging line in the distant horizon,
to which i failed the same..
Noone did mind again...
Noone compelled me to
Only the Sun sent a peculiar ray
That touched the ground before me
Thanking me for God knows why...

I got a thank you note
And i need to write a reply
Thought i dont know what i should write -
Still i scrolled something upon the sand and erased it ...
Two tiny birds sat upon the wire before me
As if curious to see what i did write.

I took snaps of the sun, of the rice field, of the birds, chirping and flying.. and something some being hidden, lying-half-asleep within everything could not be caught, i can sense it...
everywhere...

It whispered-
"Why behave a stranger when u r a part of it all?"
I heard and shuddered...
Something is talking to me without voice.
I bravely replied- "Thank you!
And i carry all of it within me!
At least for sometime...
I may forget-
I am a part of all this or u
And i carry u.
Please remind !"




*This time i didn't fail*
7am
5.10.2018
Girls Hostel (photo -back gate view)
Kalinga University
Kotni
Raipur

Ek pagal geeti

Jhipi jhipi barsha
Au pagal pavan aji bahut dina pare ekathi...

Mu basi cha piuthiba aluminium table bi dum dum tharuchhi...
Halei dohlei pavana bahuchhi...
Kana kahuchhi su su su bhasha re kie jane...
Barsha tala milei nachi jauchhi...

Jane udei neuchhi
Au janr bhijei deuchhi
Di jana nka bhrtghat kete sundar ....
Manisha ra chitra canvas pari,
Chitrakar ra kalpana uthi asi kholi jauchhi jibanta hei,
Barsha-pavana aji ekathi
Eka naam eka thikana
Kete vishala au didiganta byapi e  ahaghara bhoji ! panaromic...

Chhota gote room re chup chap di pada katha kichhi hasa jaha haji jae chari kantha bhitare...
Semiti ta nuhein e di jana nka katha barta...

Samudra ru uthi asichhi pavana...
Kichhi katha sethu b anichhi...
Kichhi juara ra marijuana ku lagei pagadi bandhi asichhi
Au akasha ra buku halei Devata nka swastno bhava hataru kichhi dhari asichhi, vijay tika lagei,
Puni megha mananku chhuin barsha ku nei asichhi...
Ete grand jebe anumati patra magiba pavana ra barsha sange dekha heba painee...
Tebe jebe sathe sathe jebe misi hatare hata dhari chalile di jana...
Ama sadharan manisha ku dise e chhabi ...
Eka pagal geeti !

Barsha aji ekaki nahi,
Gumsum barsi jauni
Pavana sange sange achhi,
Deula re basei gheni jauchhi,
Kouthi tanka ghara?
Pacharibi ki,
Na, thau,
Akaaran disturb heba,
Bahu dina pare aji barsha hasi deichhi
Au pavana nachu nachu lajei jauni
Jane Pagal (Raja boli hetu nahi)
Au tara pagalpan nei jane Rani!

Hueta samaste bhabanti
Pralaya tandava leela,
Mu kahe
Madhu-unmada preeti !

Nimantarana patra asichhi ta,
Table upare binchi hei padichhi
Kete sahasra...
Jibi kaouthi ki?
Kana lekhila pabana baiya hoi,
Kichhi dishuni....

``• Akasha Sareni •``

Barsha-bahula E August ra bela!

Kali raatire baar baar mu chamaki uthu thili, bhabi, chhata upare kie se amaniyaa baluta dum dum nachi kudi kichhi bada bada drum khasei deuchhi... aba bahut bhari baxa - kholi na pari phitei deuchhi anayatta...
Dhom dham awaj re bhabi rahi gali ke se Ratrichara badmas chhua...
Bada mane ta emiti hebeni...

"Kie Tu?"-
Prasna mora.
Uttara dela se kichhi samaya ra mana ichha khela pare tara-
Sarr sarr.. trip trip ruun huun..
Jharr jharr..
Mu Megha ua mo sathe mo sathini Barsha!

Prathame mu ase
Au daude...
Mote dharibaku jai se jhari ase..
Khela amara lukachhipi ra..
Kan Tu uthigalu?
Samaste soiba pare ta ame arambha kari thilu amara rati abhiyana-
dauda dhapda, kolakoli, gada-gadi...

Sorry kahibu nahi
Jadi nida bhangila- bhangu...
As baharaku aa,
Dekh to pasandida pavana- thanda pagadi pindhi, barsha chhinta ra uttariya odi,
Dauduchii ama saha!
Au puni kete kana..
Jo chandra dekhi thilu, ta akhiku chapi dhari ame sue deithilu ta,
Se puni to pari jagi gala...
Au uthibaku chesta kala...
Kalaa badal ra sainya saha kichhi samaya ladhei hela tara akashare semannka astra sastra bichhei padila -kala dhala alua ra chhit chhit jadu bhitare
Tu aa
Dekh...

Kete kete katha
Kete rati ra pakhi udiki gale chhuin baku digbalay!
Se jo dhala pakhi dekhi thilu chandra photo neba purbaru ...
Se daudu thila digbalay dharibaku chanchu re tara
Baki hari gala
Parilani.
Kehi bi taku kahileni emiti kichhi na thae boli.
Akasha sareni kebe bi boli...

``•``` Akasha Sareni  ```°```

🌲Tuma Muhan🌸 Prakruti sada ramaniya manmohak... Kie kahiba pachha pate bhayankar hospital nishwash b jouthi neba kashtakar... Durgandhyukt polluted atmosphere.... Thik agae pabitra prakruti... Atyant nirmal nila akash- barsha dhauta... naram sudaul raupya sama meghamala yukta- tale prakruti- harit... ekdam harit... Sate aba sabu michha!! Ya ta ye sabhyata michha Ya ye prakruti ! Akhi ku bishwash hue na e sundar chamakdar roopa pruthibi ra! Pruthivi ra? Na Ye ta Bhagawan nka muhan!!! Ete sundar Tume!!! Eithi painee mu dhai jibaku chahein e gachha lata bruksha shreni bhitaraku... E deha tumara... Kola Tumara... Seithi painee ete sukhada lage... Au akash tuma mukha... ete akarshaniya... Mu ta sishu Mo chhota akhi re tumaku aji dekhili Bhol heli... Akhira lens bi mora thik nahi nischay. Jinisha au manisha mu bari paruni janmita sishu pari. Seithi painee Tume tathapi rahashya au snehaspad! Chhua Ma au bapa muhan dekhi jemiti bhol hue... Dekhi rahi jae... dekhu thae... Mu bi semiti dekhi rahi jae tumaku. Jete dekhile b kam hin lage... Au dure dure dukhi rahe... Jal jal akhire achinha lokanku achinha duniya ku emiti chahun thae khali... Bhelka mu ethi. Khushi b Dukha b... Khushi Dekha dela boli Dukha Kichhi kahilani boli... Kahinki katha kahi lani? Bujhi paribini bhabi? *Katha kuha Prabhu*

🌲Tuma Muhan🌸

Prakruti sada ramaniya manmohak...
Kie kahiba pachha pate bhayankar hospital nishwash b jouthi neba kashtakar...
Durgandhyukt polluted atmosphere....
Thik agae pabitra prakruti...
Atyant nirmal nila akash- barsha dhauta... naram sudaul raupya sama meghamala yukta- tale prakruti- harit... ekdam harit...
Sate aba sabu michha!!

Ya ta ye sabhyata michha
Ya ye prakruti !
Akhi ku bishwash hue na e sundar chamakdar roopa pruthibi ra!

Pruthivi ra?
Na
Ye ta Bhagawan nka muhan!!!
Ete sundar Tume!!!
Eithi painee mu dhai jibaku chahein e gachha lata bruksha shreni bhitaraku...
E deha tumara...
Kola Tumara...
Seithi painee ete sukhada lage...
Au akash tuma mukha... ete akarshaniya...
Mu ta sishu
Mo chhota akhi re tumaku aji dekhili
Bhol heli...
Akhira lens bi mora thik nahi nischay. Jinisha au manisha mu bari paruni janmita sishu pari. Seithi painee Tume tathapi rahashya au snehaspad!

Chhua Ma au bapa muhan dekhi jemiti bhol hue...
Dekhi rahi jae... dekhu thae...
Mu bi semiti dekhi rahi jae tumaku.
Jete dekhile b kam hin lage...
Au dure dure dukhi rahe...
Jal jal akhire achinha lokanku achinha duniya ku emiti chahun thae khali...
Bhelka mu ethi.

Khushi b
Dukha b...
Khushi
Dekha dela boli
Dukha
Kichhi kahilani boli...
Kahinki katha kahi lani?
Bujhi paribini bhabi?

*Katha kuha Prabhu*

🍄Mushrooms 🍄

The grass....
Ancient lores it sings...
How many times i walk upon these grass beds...
They said they know...
And kissed my foot and injected earth into my vein- infected i start wishing to live more for another hundred years...
Tospread my smiles into His eyes... and he to transfer it to millions of small mushrooms....

The grass told
You have so many children from your previous walks...
Where ur face was different
U laughed differently...
He held you differently
Close to his heart
Children crawling all around you...

You had a different name and a different face the last time you walked upon us...
You had a large family...
And U said u r alone...

🍄Mushrooms 🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄

The Last Flower🌹

The Last Flower🌹

The last flower of the three flower shooting bunch
Says hello to 4th August 2018
Just now
Eveb before the Sun has risen
Even before i open my eyes...

Will You remember me
I am not certain
As you forget everything about the rose plant- the colour, the fragrance, the soft petals, the fear of being destroyed -
Everything....
You don't even remember where the rose plant was and now is...
Will you remember
How i flower
To render solace and happiness...
To surprise your eyes..
Will you remember? 

🎵The Message🎵

With the morning came the message,
I opened the courier
It was not there
I thought it would be in the phone
Looked for it
It was not there either...
Did i delete it
I thought..
But no, i did not..
I was aweful when i thought it did not come at all or got lost somewhere...

Then the Sun came up slowly
Like a ball that is being pulled by some children standing upon the terrace...
It came languidly, unwillingly
Feeling sleepy still,
Pushing the buildings and the wires and the steel rods
It smiled looking at me in an awkward fashion...
Tea perhaps, i asked pleasantly.

The rose opened its royal pink curtains and told me to come in. If it were not a flower i would have scared of it. So mysterious so soft all of a sudden a beautiful change - last night green n closed now vibrant pink and opened. No need.
No signature
No claim.
What's your purpose? I thought.
Is it that you exhibit beauty as a front and your aim is to collect data and send it to some distant universe?
'It is so delicate here", i mumbled ...'can i take some pictures,'
Yes, please, it smiled, flashing fresh shades of colour and i inhaled its soul,
A faint sweet scent enveloped me and touched my core.
It may shelter an alien spirit but it is a friend.

The pigeons came
As i droped grains for them
Not many today
Yeaterday there so many
I had a feeling i am feeding the whole world
They come flying from simewhere
There eyes so strong to see me from a diatant sat upon the terrace...
Plucked the food sincerely
Not a single one is left
Made noise
moved round and round and round and round...
As if they want to tell me something but are nervous...
So nervous...
Now they sat upon the railings, in a queer arrangement, looking at me haltingly giving me shy stares,
I said - 'show me the pattern!'
They fly to the front building and sat there...
They are showing me something
I could not understand and the show-makers fly away feeling embarrassed.
Few of them remained sitting nearby me as if to give me the solace
The show is not over yet
More are to come
Just wait, please.

I looked at the Sun
-'and what do you say, dear...
It did not interact at all.
It had gone beyond  the clouds...
Very small clouds had hold him in tight embrace!
"Oh, after i long dark night, you are there!"