Sannate ko gungunaen jo sansein ek mantra k tarha

Jo Tum kahin beith ke
Sannate ko mantra k tarha
Padhne gungunane lagoge,
Jaag jayungi mai

Mitti k niche se uthungi
Ya jal se bahar ayungi
Ya pavan k hath pakdungi
Par ayungi .. janam lungi
Sirf Tere lie..!

Ye jeevan v mili hai jo mujhe hai
Ye Tumhare hi muraad hai
Jis din pahli baar udasin ho gae the Tum
Usi din agai mai
Ma ki kokh me..
Raha na gaya mujhse
Chhodke Tumhe rahna
Sanson ko roke rakhne  jeisa h..

Ab Tum kahin pagal sa.....
Pata nahi kya dhun lagae rakhe ho...
Pharak raha hai nas nas mere
Koi badya samaroh jeise...
Lakhon unglian
Hajar table ke upar...
Vanshi pe Kanhu ki adhar
Jame hue...
Bilap uthi murchhana...
Door Tumse keise raha jae....

Janjire sari todi
Kaid khane se bhagi
Pagal kahte hein log mujhe...
Sab manjoor h
Bas Tere naam k jod chahie jeevan me
Aur Tu kahe
Tu pahchanta nahi...
Ankho ko dekh ke lagta nahi
Sach kah rahe ho..
Wapas ake yehi sochi
Beith k dino din
K Tum jhuthe ho.
Aur jo Tum sach kahte
Kya haal hota mere
Achha hai, Tum jhuthe ho..

Ghoda mere kahin chala gaya h
Aur Tum fir se pukarne lage
Jaen keise...
Ane do usko
Fir jana hi hai...
Tum pukaro ham na ae
Eisa kavi hua nhi h
Is jeevan k suruwat se nhi...

Gali hi dene ko bulaoge v
Ayenge..
Koi chhal nahi
Koi natak nahi
Jeevan ek naivedya h
Tumhare naam ke!

2years back

*

Tab.....
2 saal pahlr jab ishe likhi thi
Pata na tha
Ki
Koi bechara sannate ko mantra ki tarha gungunake udashin nahi hua ja raha h
Balki
Ek Aramposh khyamataandh, Bhogi hack kare mere phone laptop aur cctv cam chup chap nirapeksh observer ki ankh lie dekhe ja rha h
Is asha me
Ki koi dilchasp twist mil jae....

Muhn thik angle pr na rahne par hunkar uthne wala h...
Mere puja tapasya ko majak samajh k lamba plan karne wala
Mujhe apnr se dhakka marke alag karne wala
Kebal apne bare me sochne wala lonh term...
Mere angle s3 kabhi na dekhne ki ya samajhne ki nispatti lene wala koi chalakh insaan beitha h
Isko mai nahi janti.
Kitni galat thi mai.


Now 25.1.19

Sannate ko gungunai jo sansein ek mantra k tarha Wo na aya
Jisko ana tha
Par woh aya
Jisko nahi ana tha...
Awaj nahi karta sahi
Apna hone ki ahsash karata rahta h...
Wo Ishwar h


*

Mehman

Kaun se ye basti h
Sare gharon ko
Roj kareeb se dekhti hun...
Aur sochti hun
Kya naam hoga makan malik k
Chhote ya bade bachhe honge..
Budha budhi milake kitne jan...
Kya kam karte honge...
Kheti ya machine ki...
Roj gujarte hue in gharon se
Yehi sawal puchhte hue ghabra si jati hun
Jan ghar sab maila paint lagae muhn me ada tirchha beithe hue
Najar chura lete hein...

{~Mehman}

Tere Man Patang

Tumhare Man Patang
Mere Asman me
Ghume, thirke ...
Uncha chadh jane ki ash lie
Niche gir aye.

Kabhi phashe kisi dusre patang k sath, takrake
Ladai me kat jae
Gire...

Chadhaun me khinch khinch dhage
Fir latak latak upar chadhte hue phashe kisi briksh dali par, chillae...
Yahan mere dhage aur charkhe kaam na ae...
Bahut dur bajut dur jo Tujhe udna h
Jana h dur mujhse
Aur mujhe bhejna h
Kar pratiksha kisi uttal pawan ki lahar ki
Fir chale jana dur ...
Ya uth jana uncha
Mere hath k apahanch ilake se bahut agae...
Ek dot bas ek chhota sa dot banke rah jane k lie mere aksh me...
Apahanch mere hath se...

🌿🌹🌿The Other Side of the Divine 🌹

🍀

Until I found you,
I wrote my heart in papers with ink pen, page after page...the second page always messy with the blotted ink effect...
Yet i wrote...
Something urged me to...

With my nail, drew pictures upon wall,
You as a prince riding a manpavan horse,
The feather upon your turban dancing as you gallop gently...
I as a cursed princess in an unknown fort
Waiting for you...
My paints never clarify your face though...

And, went out alone
For wandering here and there…
May be in search for you...

Now that I found you,
Stored like honey within the flower
My life lies, content,
In you….

And now after 7 and half an years
I am again searching where i have left myself -in which flower...

The forest is fast drying up...
My khadaus are becoming thinner...
But the river besides me that walks with me since our meeting has grown wider and deeper.
I call it Love.

I wonder
If you were to name it
You call it what...
May be "the other side of the divine"
As you are a gentle man
& only good words used to come out of you !

🌿🌹🌿The Other Side of the Divine 🌹

🍀

To The Blue Board

The sky has left a letter for me
Unannounced,
Coded..

I took it and store it as a picture in my album not knowing anything of the sort.

As i am going through it again and now, i could see -yes, its a letter...
Letter from the unseen
world above.

I am not able to read though i know there is a message for me in the left over trail of the smoke.
The rising sun just made an eye contact to confirm it ...

This vast black n blue board has served as a wall between you and me...
Innumerable messages you scroll for me with the clouds, smoke, birds, lightening, rain and stars..
Some i read
Some i don't
Some are missed totally like this one was about to...

You know my class
I am in nursery.
I v to learn much of your language to understand how you are and what you want of me.
Please keep writing.

I want you to know
Even though i am not able to read...
Your letter formats are the most beautiful i v ever got.
Thanks!

💫To The Blue Board
8th Jan 2019

The Blue Board

The sky has left a letter for me
Unannounced,
Coded..

I took it and store it as a picture in my album not knowing anything of the sort.

As i am going through it again and now, i could see -yes, its a letter...
Letter from the unseen
world above.

I am not able to read though i know there is a message for me in the left over trail of the smoke.
The rising sun just made an eye contact to confirm it ...

This vast black n blue board has served as a wall between you and me...
Innumerable messages you scroll for me with the clouds, smoke, birds, lightening, rain and stars..
Some i read
Some i don't
Some are missed totally like this one was about to...

You know my class
I am in nursery.
I v to learn much of your language to understand how you are and what you want of me.
Please keep writing.

I want you to know
Even though i am not able to read...
Your letter formats are the most beautiful i v ever got.
Thanks!

💫To The Blue Board

This time i didn't fail

It was so serene
I thought for a second
May b
I am trespassing!

I am tresspassing to a place
I am not authorised to enter
But no body did mind
Noone welcomed me
But i can see
I am somewhat accepted....

I am accepted
And they urge me
To be the glistening hue upon the rice field- to which i failed;
they urge me
To mingle with the bird chirping-
to which i failed again...
They urge me to be the smoky merging line in the distant horizon,
to which i failed the same..
Noone did mind again...
Noone compelled me to
Only the Sun sent a peculiar ray
That touched the ground before me
Thanking me for God knows why...

I got a thank you note
And i need to write a reply
Thought i dont know what i should write -
Still i scrolled something upon the sand and erased it ...
Two tiny birds sat upon the wire before me
As if curious to see what i did write.

I took snaps of the sun, of the rice field, of the birds, chirping and flying.. and something some being hidden, lying-half-asleep within everything could not be caught, i can sense it...
everywhere...

It whispered-
"Why behave a stranger when u r a part of it all?"
I heard and shuddered...
Something is talking to me without voice.
I bravely replied- "Thank you!
And i carry all of it within me!
At least for sometime...
I may forget-
I am a part of all this or u
And i carry u.
Please remind !"




*This time i didn't fail*
7am
5.10.2018
Girls Hostel (photo -back gate view)
Kalinga University
Kotni
Raipur