She smiles.....
Oh I see now
looking at me - crawling...
putting things in my mouth without grasping food or poison or nothing.
I am active now...
no more lying limp - busy sensing around.
Gawking at her I am at sea
when She calls me by my name...
It's not Debahuti. Nor Panigrahi.
-the synonyms of this life, this birth.
I look at her and lose the character of 'Me' I am in for few seconds.
The luminous visage, the celestial bloom-light, gallaxies spinning fast to her right, the milkyway as a drape, the radiating third eye,
The crescent upon her head
The - 'now you see me' smile,
All of it... seems so close.
But how.
Reading my thoughts
She slides ... now in the clouds
now in the rain.
Rremains untraceable.
Back to the role play
I fail to recall my name
and She is joyous
as She finds me sweet with booby eyes.
It's been years now I am in my fours and still crawling.
She doesn't pick me up.
She guesses I will stand up any moment now...
Waiting...
Looking at me closely from her hideout and beaming.
I am her marvel story.
